yupz... itz back to sch... sian.... itz a bad day.... first day back in sch.... got afternoon PE... dat iz enough to make ppl feel down oreadi.... knew itz the longest day of the week.... even more sian.... so envious of liru... can stay at home....
so started sch wif dat kind of feeling... only to feel worse as the day dddrrraaagggssss on..... first thing up.... got back chi resuts.... got a B.... sian... never got a B before... den... got back ecoons mcq... got 16/25.... also first time did so badly for econs.... at dat point... oreadi feel like going home liaoz....
after lunch... nothing bad happened... until maths... haizzzzzzz..... got an E for maths..... wa liaoz.... also first time did so badly for maths in my life... but itz not dat bad considering the fact dat i never even study for it.... dun tink dat the last cramming i did was useful cos nothing went in.... i took the test based on memories... so... can pass actually feel quite happy le(though not dat happy)....
now left wif physics, chem, GP and rest of econs tests not released.... haiz... have a feeling dat i wont do well for them either which = i will feel like i'm at the bottom of a dark pit.... may become suicidal.... hahaz....
seriously... itz a bad way to start a new term.... dun tink i will have motivation to do well for dis term........ wwwaaahhh~~~~*crying*.... worse still.... pick the wrong CD to listen to todae... now feeling even more 'dark' inside me....
sian.... todae iz a bad day.... thought yesterdae was bad enough.... fuck....
Bubbyez...
BonsaI
wat i'm feeling now>> hope something nice will happen this week to lighten up my mood.... or else i'm gonna go nuts... *grrr*(demonic BonsaI coming out...)
yupz... itz back to sch... sian.... itz a bad day.... first day back in sch.... got afternoon PE... dat iz enough to make ppl feel down oreadi.... knew itz the longest day of the week.... even more sian.... so envious of liru... can stay at home....
so started sch wif dat kind of feeling... only to feel worse as the day dddrrraaagggssss on..... first thing up.... got back chi resuts.... got a B.... sian... never got a B before... den... got back ecoons mcq... got 16/25.... also first time did so badly for econs.... at dat point... oreadi feel like going home liaoz....
after lunch... nothing bad happened... until maths... haizzzzzzz..... got an E for maths..... wa liaoz.... also first time did so badly for maths in my life... but itz not dat bad considering the fact dat i never even study for it.... dun tink dat the last cramming i did was useful cos nothing went in.... i took the test based on memories... so... can pass actually feel quite happy le(though not dat happy)....
now left wif physics, chem, GP and rest of econs tests not released.... haiz... have a feeling dat i wont do well for them either which = i will feel like i'm at the bottom of a dark pit.... may become suicidal.... hahaz....
seriously... itz a bad way to start a new term.... dun tink i will have motivation to do well for dis term........ wwwaaahhh~~~~*crying*.... worse still.... pick the wrong CD to listen to todae... now feeling even more 'dark' inside me....
sian.... todae iz a bad day.... thought yesterdae was bad enough.... fuck....
Bubbyez...
BonsaI
wat i'm feeling now>> hope something nice will happen this week to lighten up my mood.... or else i'm gonna go nuts... *grrr*(demonic BonsaI coming out...)