Adventures of BonsaI

bye

2005-08-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

hmm .. nice skin ..

anyway .. decided to change blog .. this will be the last post here ..

bye ..

sigh

2005-08-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

sigh ..

all hopes seems lost ..

is there anything that i sould do ?

"I'd like to be ny you side in the end . "

woots .. i love my results

2005-07-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

came to blog after a bloody long time .. lol ..

letz see .. got back mid-yr results .. NICE .. E , O , F .. datz my score for chem , physics and maths .. i'm pretty sure dat guarantees me a position in the bottom 10% of the cohort .. now have to work VERY hard for my prelims .. need to get at least all Bs for my exam .. arhz .. bet dat will be hard .. but i remember someone saying "aim high .. even if u fall .. u wont fall far behind .." tink datz wat my sec 3 and 4 phy teacher said to me .. lol ..

currently addicted to dota .. wtf .. i should be studying .. nvm .. also dunno why .. although always get pwned by others .. but still like it .. i wonder when i can get godlike status in dota .. hahaz .. shant tok bout it anymore .. or else will only increase my urge to play ..

noticed a change in my taste for music .. seems like my taste has gone abit heavier .. as in .. my taste has shifted from punk rock to heavy rock .. wow .. i actually thought of buying some system of a down albums .. lol .. and ppl out there .. those who have nice red hot chilli peppers songs .. send me ok ? juz realised their old songs are nice .. like californiacation(is dat how u spell it ?) and more .. but cant remember ..

well .. gtg now .. bye~

lyrics

2005-06-24T01:53:00.000+08:00

"I'll Be There For You"

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love it's suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we're had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

[Solo]

And I wan't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

P.S: damn! i love this song .

holis are over!!! how i wish time will slow down..

2005-06-22T01:24:00.000+08:00

arhz . time sure flies . so fast the jue holidays are over and mid-yrs will be on us in less than a week!! arhz!! and i still haven finish my revision . die .

well . anyway . wish all those having their mid-yrs now or next week good luck . hope everyone pass with flying colors .

time sure flies . 2 yrs in JC . more than half of it is already gone . wish that time could slow down a lil bit . so that we can enjoy this unique experience more . and also.. perhaps for me to do something . As will be coming and we will graduate soon . time sure flies .

nothing to do.

2005-06-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

nothing to do. so decided to put this up. ahahz.

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

when shit happens.. shit happens..

2005-05-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

damn. yesterday is indeed a shitty day. hahz.

well. lets see.. teck, anto, CK, marv and me went to watch Madagascar at causeway pt. crappy. the show was below my expectation. i thought the show would be a good one and was expecting more frm it. but it seems like all the best scenes were in the trailers. damn. should have juz watched the trailer and saved my 8.50. the penguins are psychotic sia. ahhaaz. the funny thing was other den those parents accompanying their kids to watch the movie. we were the oldest ppl around. ahahaz. den walked around. looked at sofas. hmmm.

decided dat aint no shit we can do in causeway and so we decided to hit town. cos both teck and me wanna get some cd. ok. so on the way we were toking bout(or rather listening to teck toking) ghostly encounters on tekong. and also the kind of shit things dat can happen to u on tekong. the funniest one i heard was dat in tekong(more of under a particular seargent). u will have a new name. either u are called "chee bye", or u are known as "fucker".

reached orchard. bought dinner in taka and sat down in the basement to eat. wow. they were having some roadshow for madagascar. aniwaes. listened to more of the army stories. army sure sounds fun. ahahaz. after dinner. went to HMV to look for cd. WOW. the cd dat i wanted to buy cost 53 bucks. damn. so found another album. not bad to. 22 bucks. so went over to gramaphone to look for it. cos itz cheaper. damn. they dun have it. shitty. so went back to HMV to buy. bought liaoz. itz 9 plus. suddenly the both of us siao liaoz. decided to watch another movie. starwars. so went to cine to watch.

at cine. only left with the 10pm show. and itz front row somemore. dunno wat the hell happened we juz bought the damn tix. den went to get a drink and was bout the enter the theatre. but the thing is we can find the god-damned entrance(we never watched movie in cine on our own). wow. shitty sia. finally found the entrance. so watch watch watch. when the show finished. itz 1230. WOW. crap. first thing dat came to out head:"we are fucked! how are we going to get home?!" there was no bus. no train. wanted to take the midnight service. dunno where to take and dunno where it will take us to. wanna take cab. no money. wow. damn shitty la. ahahaz. so we walked frm orachard to PS before we found an ATM machine. phew. now we can get home. but before dat we were tinking of walking to waterloo street to stay in some cheap hotel. or hitch a ride. or take a cab without paying. but decided against all of them. so ya. by the time i reached home. itz oreadi 1 am. yay.

wat a fruitful day. though itz quite shitty. but still.. itz quite fun. ahahz.

P.S:damn. spend too much money this week. i actually spent more den 100 bucs this week. die.

sigh.

2005-05-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

sigh. life sux. cant get my mind off it.

now muz quickly save up 40 bucks to buy an album.

how much worse den this can life get?

sometimes....

2005-04-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

sometimes juz cant guess wat is going through ur mind .

sometimes u are so nice .

sometimes u are juz plain cold .

sometimes i cant help but wonder wat u were trying to say . wat are u hinting at?

sometimes i juz wish dat i can read ur mind and noe wat u are tinking bout .

blogging mood??

2005-04-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

woo . came to blog again . weird . maybe too stressed and trying to use blogging to help relax . ahahahz .

aniwaes . itz class bdae todae . had lotza fun? ahhahz . maybe the rest had lotza fun . cos i didnt do anything much except eat and eat and eat . they ordered like.. 8 pizzas?? ya . so juz stuffed myself with pizzas . yupp . so funny . hoongta wanna eat more pizza and so was trying to discourage some of the girls frm not eating and told eli she looks rather fa these few days . ahahahhahahz . so funny . eli was like so paiseh or something . ahahhaz . seriously . there is no need to do anything to discourage her frm eating . she wont touch them in the first place . ahahaz . the rest started playing with cakes and whip cream . i didnt play cos i dun wanna stink . was going to dat wateva sch to watch the sparring between seah and jianwei . got 4th . hmmm . cos they missed some parts here and there . ya . abit wasted . cos they could actually got into top 3 or something .

tml is wed le . competition is real close now . arhz . i can explode frm all the stress . arhz . hope it will go well this time round .

gtg .

Per

P.S: i need more strawberries.

this weeek really sux

2005-04-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

this week sux . i mean it . arhz . so many things coming up . todae .

maths and GP common test . arhz . lucky i noe how to do . tml . chem class test . arhz . wed . chem SPA . thurs . competiton . fri . more competiton . siao la . i can die frm all the stress piling up . lucky tml class gonna celebrate class bdae . hope it will be fun . hahahz .

cant wait for this week to end . and really hope lucky will be on my side and help me win something back . pls pls .

oh ya . have to thx iris and jean and sinyan for the good luck msgs . hahaz . thz alot!!
hope jean and iris will do well for SYF . (not over yet rite??)
hope sinyan will win more medals .
u gals rox!! hahaz .

gtg .

alrighty

2005-04-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

alrighty there . a new post since someone is asking for it . and also since i got a new skin for my blog!! ahahaz . so cool . sick of the old one liaoz . so decided to change . realised alot of ppl seem to be using this kind of skin . so decided to go with the crowd . hahaz .

ooookkkkkk . nothing to blog really . this week is so busy with training . cos competition coming . arhz . so tiring . arh . and with all the tests and SPA going on . can kill sia . this week sux . arhz .

damn . cant remember wat i wanna tok bout now . nvm . hahaz . weeeeeeeeeeeeee . has juz fallen in love with strawberries all over again . went studying juz now and went to NTUC with my friend . den saw strawberries . and bought a box . hahahz . cant stop smelling them man . simply love it . gonna buy more of it next time . hahahz . now have finished more den 1/2 the box le . hahaz . tink tml shall go buy another box again . ahahahahahaz .

letz see . wat else . cant remember le . tink i shall post again at the end of this week . shall update u guys on the results . wish me luck!!

sigh

2005-04-05T00:01:00.000+08:00

sigh.

itz so hard to get u to tok to me. why??

sigh.

weee

2005-03-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

wee. got a new background for my blog. thought it looks kinda nice. hahaz. muz learn html and den create my own skin. the skins at blogskins.com too girly le.

fuck fuck fuck

2005-03-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

2 days have passed and i aint feeling much betta.

damnit

2005-03-25T02:11:00.000+08:00

biggest screw up of my life. kill me.

came to blog

2005-03-20T00:34:00.000+08:00

weee. came to blog after this thing has sagnant for a long time. letz see. seems like nothing to blog about.

this week. holidays. very much needed. was tinking of using it to catch up with schwork. but, haiz.. sian diao. spent the whole week playing. arhz. last sat went tex's house to rot. sun went rock climbing. mon went marv's house rot. watched harold and kumar went to white castle. tues. plaed ff7 the whole day. wed. training and watched hitch. thurs. rock climbing again. fri. training and went town. todae. managed to complete phy tut and play pool. die sia. look at wat i have done. damn. tml muz chiong. at least finish maths and touch on chem. crappy. tml gonna be busy.

wushu. die le la. sick for so long. stamina all gone. cant do the routine properly. muz chiong. bt somehow lost the fighting spirit liao leh. haiz. see how. wanna get medal. but i like not working for it.

yesh! rock climbing. i simply love it. dare to say itz the only sport dat i love. ahahaz. cos itz so fun! too bad AJ dun have rock climbing for cca. i mean pure rock climbing. like TJ lidat. my friend is so pro in it. damn. i wanna be like him. now i cant stop tinking of rock climbing. hahaz. going again this fri. itz so cool! hahahz. itz a healthy sport and everyone should try. hahaz.

hurray. ff7. one word. nice. the best RPG game i ever tried. cant stop playing dat(and itz the thing dat is causing me to be so slack.) ahahz. but likt sink too deep into the game liaoz. everyday play. muz stop sia. muz chiong studies. now still in disc 1. but cannot blame me. i played with no guide. OMG. i juz realised i missed alot of items in the game. chocobo racing is fun. hahahz. cant wait to breed my own chocobo. hahahz.

ok. this sounds like a boring entry. cos there's nothing to blog about. hahaz. maybe the funny thing dat happened is the train rides. we are a buncha posers. ahahz. with our shuffle. so damn funny. but too lazy to elaborate on it. hahz. cool. letz see whether we get to pose more when we go out. hahaz.

ok. letz stop here. really nothing to tok bout. cya.

Per

results.

2005-03-10T20:35:00.000+08:00

wow... got back quite abit of results ths week... got back common test results.. and chinese A lvls..

eh.. Chinese... got an A2.. didnt feel much it la.. get le juz feel "A2?? den A2 lo".. dat kind of feeling.. hahahz.. was hoping for an A1.. cos Chinese suppose to be my strongest sub.. but thought i will get a B.. cos i screwed my oral up.. BUT I GOT DISTINCTION FOR ORAL... WTF... hahhaz... big surprise sia.. so i should be glad dat i got an A2.. was tinking of retaking.. but dat will be dumb.. cos muz study super hard for my other core subs... got target liaoz... A for chem and maths.. at least a C for phy... hahhaz... muz work super hard.. but this is tentative.. muz see how things will develop...

ok.. common test.. tink my results improving... yup... got a B for maths... improve alot... from last E in promos to a B... den chem.. a D.. but also considered an improvement... cos never understood organic chem in the 1st place.. now can get this not bad liaoz... phy.. a D also.. super big jump... frm the usual Fs and Os to D... like quite remarkably good improvement liaoz... hahahz... now super motivated.... wanna do well for the next common test also... if this cont i should be able to get my target... hahahz... so happy~ never knew getting good results can feel so good.. hahahz...

but GP disappointment leh.. fail... sian... now muz work super hard for GP.. muz get at least a B3 at the end of the yr... yup.. datz my target...

wooo... my attitude changed alot man.. wonder watz happening to me... maybe getting over something... datz why now can jing4 xia4 xin1 lai2... and study hard... hmmm... i really wonder... well... i tink i kinda enlightened le... realised certain things can wait... it will happen to u sooner or later.. juz a matter of time.. no rush... but i noe itz not totally dead... juz not desperate for it anymore... finally realised it can wait... yup...

well.. finally starting anew le... yay!! hahahz... wushu com coming.. wish me luck... =)

Per

2005-03-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

are u doing this to me on purpose?? i really cannot stand it...

someone help me..

more cai qing

2005-02-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

woots.. more cai qing todae.. wahaha.. fun... letz see.. did the same thing over and over again for 12-13 times!! woo!! cool... now my drumming skills has lvled up yet again... learnt more new stuff todae.. hahaz... practice makes perfect.. cool...

letz see.. doing LD for 13 times is no joke.. my hands nearly cramped.. hahaz... lucky weijie was around to help me... no major cock up todae.. hahhaz.. datz good.. ppl are paying us.. cant afford to cock up.. weijie did the drums for public performance for the first time this time round!!! ahahaz.. not bad not bad.. goven for the first time got dat kind of standard.. and he is getting betta.. good good.. next time can let him do the drumming liaoz... i can juz sit back and relax...

ok... collected alot of angbows.. so happy.. finally can clear all the debts dat LD fund owe liaoz... the photocopying shop's auntie actually gave us a $128 angbow.. WOW.. thx man... hahhz... frm wat i heard... she has given us much more den wat she used to give.. hahahz.. wonder wat made her gave us so much... well.. the uncle at the other bookshop iz sure very stingy.. only gave us $10... grr... u watch out.. next time i do "ba gua" for u and i will smash the orange for "si men" for u and let u suay for the rest of the yr.. hahaz.. evil me.. hehe...

well.. tml got even more LD performance... opening ceremony and at ren ci... hope itz fun... hahhaz... CNY is definitely a busy period for LD... sun got even more performance... but itz for alumni one... cool... hope can get some angbow for myself.. though kai wei most prob dun have...

gtg now... cya...

Per

LD trip

2005-02-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

woots.. went to cheshire(iz dat how u spell t?) home todae to do some CIP for the old folks again.. err.. well.. how should i say?? it sux?? ya.. had a major cock up.. i actually dropped my drum sticks(not the chicken drumstick) while performing.. cool... weijie was next to me and he juz stared at me.. hahaz.. lucky i was fast enuf to quickly change into "la gu"(if dunno nvm...) and picked up the bloody stick.. hahhaz... was quite proud of myself.. no one could tell dat i dropped the stick... even those frm LD.. hahaz.. they thought i was "doing some stunt".. hahahz... cool... feeling so proud of myself... ahhahz... well.. tink my drum skills has reached a new lvl.. so happy...

the peeps frm cheshire home actually gave us an angbow.. i was like so happy cos no CIP trip dat we went for had given us angbow for the performance(although u are supposed to give one)... BUT... they only gave 8bucks... thx ah... the rent for the truck alone iz oreadi 120bucks for 5 hours... and we only used the truck for like LESS DEN AN HOUR... well.. nvm.. itz the thought dat counts ma... but a bigger angbow wont hurt.. hahahz...

went back to sch... "cai qing" for AJE and SC too... cos we were afraid we couldnt finish on fri... it was so bloody funny... AJE never provide the orange for us to cai... so wat we do?? we use milo bars.. woohoo... cool... we are so dead... we created a new tradition for LD... coach betta not do see this.. hhahaz... went to SC to do the same thing(but with oranges this time)... hahaz... again very proud of ourselves.. we really did our best and i dare say itz the best performance we had put up so far.. hahahz... cool... and we were well paid... 30bucks lehz.. hahahz... cool... now i cant wait for fri to cai qing for the canteen vendors.. hahaz... yay...

going to ren ci to do the same thing on sat again.. damn.. arent we busy.. but it should be fun.. cos go other ccas too.. hahahz.. can watch free performance.. hhahaz...

well.. gtg now.. cya..

Per

sad. fucking sad.

2005-02-06T01:16:00.000+08:00

it hurts. it really hurts. how can i remove this pain??

feel like killing myself now...

3 months has passed

2005-02-05T01:56:00.000+08:00

nearly 3 months has passed since dat happened... yet i cant forget bout it... still can remember very clearly wat has happened...

wanted to forget but no matter how hard i tried.. i just cant seem to do so... how can i make myself forget?? make myself forget everything dat has happened? so dat i can be myself again...

can someone please tell me....

f***ing retards.

2005-02-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

f***.. damnit.. how can someone actually be so sick???? f***.. they actually stuffed a newly born kitten into a glass bottle so dat the kitten will grow into their desired shape. f***. have they actually tink bout wat he kitten have to go through?? and to tink they actually call it an art. buncha f***ing retards. they should be locked up!!!!! somehting muz be done bout this.

P.S: if u guys wanna see wat the poor kitten have to go through.. itz at www.bonsaikitten.com

alot of thoughts.

2005-01-10T20:23:00.000+08:00

well, this isnt much of an entry. juz a way for me to list down some thoughts.

letz see... few days ago... was feeling bored... so when to chansey's blog and flipped through all the old entries. damn.. it really bring back memories. all those times we had during the 1st 3 months, i guess they are kinda etched deeply into my mind. all those things dat happened, like the GP project.. the one on the family, the speak EZ sessions, the KFC trip... where the "mole by mole" shit was invented.. hahahz... and remembering seeing iris crushing her burger into 1 flat piece of something dat no longer represents a burger, the physics challenge.. all those things.. although they may not mean much... but somehow i can remember these details very clearly... perhaps these memories really mean something to me... i mean... during my sec 3 and 4 times... alot of things had happened too... the memories i of dat period of time were vague... but not the memories i accumulated during the 1st 3 months of my JC life. they are so fresh in my head dat it feels like it happened only yesterdae. had this feeling these memories will follow me all the way till i'm lying in my coffin.

3 months went pass juz lidat. very soon, we all went our separate ways. we somehow are no longer as closely knitted as before as time went by.. got more involved with our new classes. but for me.. the new class juz feel different, in a way i cannot describe. i'm not saying 19 sux or wat. itz a great class, got some of the funniest ppl i have ever met. but um, it juz feel diff. perhaps itz my mentality or wat. i dunno.

soon... itz exam.. toughest period of my life... never had such a hard time with exams... nearly got retained. haiz... but was lucky enuf to make it thru. holidays came, holidays went. well.. some stuffs happened, not exactly happy stuff... so i guess i shall skip dat....

2005 came... until now... not much has happened... except for the lousy rehearsal we had earlier on.... more rehearsals coming up.. this week gonna be a busy week... well... something nice... i might get to join my friends' band... as a guitarist... but before dat... have to get my basics rite... only got a few months to do so... so needa buck up...

brain dead again... maybe will cont this on another day... but for now... juz leave it as it is.

BonsaI

watz wrong with me?

2005-01-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

hmmm... dunno watz wrong with me todae... cant do anything properly todae...

switched on tv... den never watch... play com game... cannot concentrate... i dun even noe wat i have been doing the whole day...

haiz....

BonsaI

a new year

2005-01-01T16:01:00.000+08:00

a new year, a new start.

hope everything will go on smoothly for everyone and dat i wont be such a failure in the new year.

BonsaI

fuck you

2004-12-28T20:48:00.000+08:00

fuck you. fuck Golden Village at PS. datz the last time i'm gonna watch any shows at dat place.

yay.. new blog music

2004-12-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

hehex... changed my blog music le... hahhaz.... got sick of dat MIDI.... so changed to this!! hahahz.... nice?? my friends' learning to play dat song... and i love this song... very nice sia.. i wanna the drums for this song... shall get my friend to teach me.... he's very good with the drums... power sia.... now i wanna learn drums~~~

haiz... but wont have the chance to learn it le... too late liaoz...haiz... really regretted sia... not having the chance to learn music....

ok... gotta go now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

P.S: i'm looking for the power rangers theme song.. if i find that that will be my new blog music!!! hahhaz...

firat day at work

2004-12-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

wooo... finally got a chance to earn some money.... hahaz...

went to work at some british school marv got for me... seriously... i didnt noe wat kind of job it was... only noe dat the pay was 6.50 per hour... so i agreed immediately(i am seriously short of cash)...

itz really easy money... we only sat in air con room and do some binding of old documents... hahahz... easy money right? didnt even need to sweat lo... hahhaz... i love the job sia... wish it could be permanent... the pay's really good...

hahaz... heard dat tues wuold be even betta... same pay... but sit in com room do typing.. woohoo!! damn... i loooove this job...

BonsaI

back!

2004-12-16T19:53:00.000+08:00

hey yo... came to blog again... hahahz... letz see... got quite abit of stuff to tok bout.... letz start with 2 days ago...

went to some bbq 2 days ago... the thing iz dat the whole freaking place i dunno anybody... only noe marv, jian and ken.... dun even noe why i went in the first place... according to the host itz supposed to be some ZHSS gathering... but in the end i dun see much ZH ppl.. more of naval base students and smokers.... sian... go there waste my time.... and "so much" things to eat... i can still remember wat i ate... ONE CHICKEN WING... fun ma... well.. nothing to tok bout a boring trip... letz move on to yesterdae....

went to my Tex's house last night for movie marathon.. wooo!!! it was fun... hahahz.... marv called at 6 plus(not sure) and asked me to go to Tex's house to stay overnight... so went over loh... hahaz.... went to NTUC to buy tit bits first before going over to his house... hahahz.... how can we have a movie marthon without food?? hahahz.... so in total we bought 40dollars worth of tit bits... wooohooo!!! den went over... cos started the marathon quite late.... at around 9 plus... so only managed to watch 3 shows only.... Lord of the Rings: Return of the King, best bet and The Exorcist... woo... LotR and Exorcist were both extended versions... so very nice... LotR asted for more den 4hours... and got alot of gay scenes... hahhaz... damn funny... we got bored by juz watching... so we created some parodies out of the movie as we watched... hhhahaz... damn... it was FUNNY.... i can still remember the jokes... hahhaz... Exorcist power sia... a classic horror... and this extended version added in all the deleted scenes... so... itz damn nice... and we were watching it in the middle of the night la... wa lao eh... very scary... hahahz....

in the end... we slept at 6 in the morning... den woke up at around 12 in the afternoon... went for a lunch trip in the afternoon at Heartland Mall.... hahaz... den made our way back to Tex's house and watched 1/2 of Shrek2... hahahz... den went home... cos very sian le....

well... it was damn fun... datz how life should be... hahahz.... cya around...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

P.S: maybe i will change blogskin again...

my pet

2004-12-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

came to blog again... in case u guys didnt notice... look below my links!!!!! hahahaz... got a new "pet"... hahhaz... cute ma... saw them on my friends' link... thought it looked nice... so juz added one for fun....

but this shit wasted alot of my time... fist time nothing appeared on my blog... second time it got stuck with the link to blogskin's creator's webby(rite at the bottom)... tried alot of times... before finally got it right... hahhaz... gonna make more changes to my blog... if i can.. hahaz... quite fun... can keep me occupied...

todae more or less the same... nothing to do... except lotza hmwork... but do halfway cant conc animore... so... haiz... muz pray i can finish in time... next yr no time to slack liaoz... cannot juz depend on luck... haiz.... sian ah... suddenly feel like reading books... weird... touching the thing i hated most... hahahz.... tml going library to borrow books.... woo... the world iz changing!! hahahz....

well... gtg now... going to admire my pet... hahhaz.... bye~~~

BonsaI

getting drunk sux.

2004-12-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

yay... back frm chalet... now sitting in front of my com rotting and listening to songs... yup... came to blog bout the chalet trip...

happy to say.. itz quite fun... hahaz... juz dat we spent more den 2 hours trying to figure out where the chalet iz... and the drunk part... i hate it...

so we got there at round 4 plus?? cant remember... and started to prepare the bbq food.... hahaz... i didnt really help... and juz sat around.... played mahjong all those stuff... kinda boring... den helped to start fire... hahaz... i juz do the fanning datz all... den we started cooking food... ate and stuff.... nothing much bout the bbq.. hahhaz.. the real fun starts at round 12am...

12am plus... coach decided to bring us to changi village to see "show"... hahahz... fun...went to look at some "pretty girls".... wooo!!! nice sia... but juz dun hear them tok can le... hahahz... will scare the wits out of u... hahhaaz... some of them got nice figure... really(no.. i'm not gay... they really looks good).... but too bad not 100% woman... they are transvestites... haiz... sad ah... nvm... hhaaz.... heard frm coach dat they offer certain kind of services(if u noe wat i mean)... at around 30-40 bucks... yup... according to my coach itz even more ex den going for a real one in Geylang... hhahaz... well... not only dat... there are nice cars circling round the area too... probably to find some 'girls'.... so we sticked around to look at them until around 2 plus?? den we head back to the chalet...

back at chalet... played some games... first iz a game we divide ourselves into 2 groups... den we are suppose to guess stuffs.... whoever lose will have to drink wateva we betted on dat round... so at first itz water... so itz ok... den change to beer... sian... we lost and drank beer.... lucky i no need cos i say i cant drink...

den they change game to murderer.... wa... this time jialat... individual... no one to help me.... den i suay... keep getting the wrong murderer... den have to drink... so altogether i drank 2 cans of beer... which iz oreadi ALOT for someone who doesnt drink at all... i am really a lousy drinker.... and got drunk after i drank the beer... but juz in a mild drunken state.... still noe wat iz going on but cant really tink... if i concentrate i will get headache.. so i juz lie there... den i stand up to go toilet... wooo!!! cant stand properly.... was wavering left to right.... hahaz.... so no choice muz lie down... though i really wanna thaunt the night...

now i noe y ppl go abit crazy when they are drunk... cos u cant really control... if u wanna control... u have to conc... but to conc in a drunken state... ur head will hurt.... so itz hard to control and so... ppl will go abit crazy... datz wat i tink...

well... geting drunk sux... it makes ppl feel lousy.... only good thing iz dat u will have a good sleep... so... i swear i will never touch beer again.. or at least not so much... cos i hate getting drunk and i dun like the taste of it... beer really sux... wonder y some ppl like it so much... weird ppl....

well... gtg now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

hurray... knee injury got frm bad to worse.

2004-12-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

yaya... blogging again.... had wushu training on the last 2 days... and now i'm gonna get crippled or something....

again... coach arranged for me to join in the pre-arranged sparring again... this time with anto(last time was with ken)... doing the same thing... bare hand vs. weapon(though last time was a sabre... now change to dagger)... again...i'm the pathetic one who iz bare-handed and had to dodge like some loser.... and anto gonna poke me with the daggers.... and i have no chance to take revenge if he really poked me.... lol....

bad thing bout it... i had to do dat flying kick ll the time... half way thruogh the routine... i have to fly kick 3 times.... last half, i have to do a jump and roll... which means i gonna hurt my back and my knees... cos somehow i still land on my knee... not the side of my butt.... and juz 2 trainings my knee has got abit swollen.. i cannot imagine wat will happen to me cos i need to keep practice dat till next yr' April... and now... my knee hurts no matter whether i stand or i sit.... last time still not s bad... a trip to the doc seems inevitable...

only good thing... i get to send anto flying over me at one part... the only part for me to take revenge... ahahhaz.... sian ah... actually wanna do the weapon vs. weapon one... but no chance... so nvm lo... stick with the bre hand vs. weapon.... though itz inflicting serious damage on me(especially my knees).... still tink itz fun... so nvm lo.... hahaz....

muz get at least one gold award next yr.... dat will be my target...

datz all....

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

back.. alive and kicking.

2004-12-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

last few entries wasnt a proper one... so i'm back with a proper one.... lol.... to those who might be wondering wat the ast few entries were bout... dun tink too much.... if i wanna let u noe... u will noe... lol.... well.... juz to sae dat i'm ok now(hope so).... hahahz....

back to todae.... for those who reads izual's blog(itz under my links, hard to miss).... he has oreadi said something bout wat i am going to say... lol... i will juz elaborate a lil... hahahz...

well.... agent izual and BonsaI went on a mission.. codenamed MGS5: VDB.... mission objective was to protect agent muffin undercover... who needed backup when he was with a dangerous target... VDB.... so we shadowed(not forgetting to enjoy oursleves)... watched incredibles.... with VDB next to me.... lol... i'm putting my life on the line... hear them toking bout me.... thought VDB gonna curse me with her dark arcane skills... lol.... cont to shadow the 2 targets to make sure nothing happen to our muffin.... he might be chomped up by the VDB... lol.... well... nothing happened and our cover was nearly blown... but luckily didnt.....

to the movies!!! the incredibles was awesome!!! very very funny!!!! betta den finding nemo!!! hahahz... the whole family iz so cute!!! especially jack jack(the baby)... wait till u see his powers.... lol.... so powerful.... hahahaz.... itz a muz watch.... feel like watching again... hahahz... anyone wanna watch???? hahhaz.... muz call me lehz... hahahz...

well... gtg now... tis may not make any sense... lol.... ask me ba... if u wanna noe... hahhaz....

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

30 nov.

2004-11-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

30 nov. feeling abit betta now. but still cant forget.how i wish things can turn out differently.

BonsaI

29 nov.

2004-11-29T01:29:00.000+08:00

29 nov. a day to remember. a day to remember wat a failure i am.

BonsaI

2004-11-28T01:33:00.000+08:00

life sux...

fuck...

kill me...

BonsaI

SL.... not dat bad....

2004-11-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

went for SL in Ren Ci Hospital todae.... met up at 0930.... but left only when around 10??? sianz... shouldnt be punctual....

reached there... had an Art and Craft session with the old folks... 1st time wheeling a wheelchair.. was so scared dat i might knock into something and hurt the old lady... but luckily didnt... but nearly let the wheelchair rolled down the slope O_O.... hahaz.... but never la... den the session starts when we got them into the room....

at first felt very lost... didnt noe wat to do... juz stood around and looked... felt so useless.... cos i dunno how to speak malay and i cant seem to find anyone who can speak Hokkien.... den came an old man... phew... he spoke Hokkien and now i have something to do.... hahaz... actually felt dat it was fun to help the old ppl... hmmm.... hahaz..... well... finished with the phto frame and took some pics... hahaz... not bad not bad....

went for lunch at TTSH... fudge... itz really a waste of money... so ex and it desnt taste good(hospital food, wat do u expect?) ... i swear i will never touch the food in TTSH again... went back... folded some paper cranes(2 to be exact) and den slacked around cos the old folks are changing their diapers.... cont with our SL at 2.30?? not sure.... cos i didnt notice...

went over to the guys' ward.... sad... everyone's either sleeping or they were watching tv... doesnt give a heck bout us... hahaz... nvm... cos i also dunno wat to do.... den saw a rather enthu guy... wanted us to play board games with him... hahaz... so... ok... out of 5 guys(including alvin LOW).... 4 crowded around him and started playing with him.... played checkers... hahaz... he won cos i dun wanna get to serious bout it... hahaz.... dun wanna spoil the atmosphere by getting too competitve... den he continued to play animal chess with alvin... got stuck in the end cos they altered the rules to such an extent dat itz impossible to end... no one could get the rat across.... hahaz.... den played black jack(with no money)...

went back to the room.... den played taidi among ourselves... the girls came back... ended soon after dat(after the person-in-charge finished her 1/2 hour speech).... den went home....

well... it isnt such a bad day... at least i'm occupied with things... tml will be SL again... and i have to perform wushu... ALONE.... darn... 5min.... sian....

well... gtg now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

P.S: suddenly got addicted to coffee.... hahaz... drinking alot of coffee nowadays.. hhahaz.... gimme coffee!!!!!!

haiz

2004-11-20T19:10:00.001+08:00

haiz... sian.... haven been in a toking mood recently.... dunno why also... so dun expect much frm me these few days... cos i know nothing much will happen... unless special things dat worth blogging will take place in ur own house...

bubbyez..

BonsaI

sad sia

2004-11-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

haiz... things have been happening lately... to one of my best friends... bestest friend iz still TeX.. hahz...

well... juz to say cheer up ok?? dun get too dejected... Life has to go on...

My Views on Thai Shows Has Changed.

2004-11-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

ok... before i start.. i need to say dat i never liked thai shows... ever since i watched Ong Bak(dat muay thai fighting show)... datz why i didnt watch Art of The Devil... but now... all has changed...

went to watch shutter after the SL thingy at Shallin's house with marv and jian... i muz say it was accidental cos i thought it was a Korean show... i didnt expect it to be a thai... but i was happy i ade dat mistake... hahaz... or else i would never have this change of view... hahaz...

now... lemme give a brief outline of the story... the story started very weirdly... the main char Tun and his gf banged down a girl... so weird things started happening... funny things appeared in pics taken by Tun... so everyone(or at least me) thought itz cos the girl died a wrongful death and start all the haunting...

back to the story... so itz actually this guy, tun, he was with this girl, natre... and they broke off in the end... but the girl refused to let go... so tun's buddies settled the prob... they raped her and so.. she committed suicide... and went back to find them... tun was also around during the raping shit... he didnt do it but he took down the pics(f***ing disgusting) of the happenings... so the girl clinged on to tun and u noe where?? she was sitting on his neck.. datz y all the pics taken by tun had weird patches on it(they were the hair of the girl)... well... it was rather sad... tun jumped off the building... but didnt die and turned retarded in the end... and natre was still sitting on his neck(look carefully at the window pane on the door)... so sad... haiz....

well... in all... i tink itz scarier den bunshinsaba... and funnier.... cos of the toilet scene... hahaz... go watch if u wanna watch.... hahaz... damn funny... but kinda expected if u are lame enuf?? hahaz... so i would say itz a good show overall... hahaz...

to end off everything... lemme summarise 5 things u will notice bout asian horror flicks(gathered frm bunshisaba and shutter):
1) there are no such things as male ghosts, only female ghosts exist.
2) asian ghost loves schools, they refused to go anywhere else.
3) all asian ghosts spot same features, long hair and freaking big eyes.
4) they are always violated by guys before they die.
5) when everythings' ended, they are still there. they refuse to budge.
6) lastly, the show will never make sense until in the end, the chars in the show tells u everything.

datz all for todae...

Bubbyez...

b0nsa

wat an EXCITING day

2004-11-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

sat... woohoo... so "fun"... woke up at 6 plus to go bishan to play bball.... so "fun".... so long never play liaoz.... virtually missed every single shot.... had a few friendlys... also very "fun".... broke i mean sprained my middle finger... now itz swollen... wooohooo!!!! so "fun"....

went to eat at KFC for brunch.... ate nearly ten bucks' worth of food before i felt full... woohooo.... so "fun"... i was left with no money for dinner.... went home... did nothing except sitting in front of the com to rot.... now... dat iz another "fun" thing to do....

and nothing else happened for the rest of the day... so "fun"... no one online to tok to... woohooo!!!

in short... todae iz so "fun" and "exciting".... datz how interesting Life can get.... wonder do they get as much fun over at Death????

CDP...

2004-11-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

tues... here to blog bout todae...

had phy SPA in the morning.... hmmm... muz say itz ok la... at least i tink itz betta den the pevious one... hope i will do betta for this one... i need to.... cos i knew i screwed up the previous one....

had CDP for the rest of the day... first few part like shit... seminar like some OP lidat... so dry... damn boring.... den had "lunch" at 1045... bloody hell... first time had "lunch" at such a time... stupid... nearly puke la....

den went on with the program... damn sian... nothing bout the games lohz.... keep wanna pon... but promised sarah will not pon... so... haiz... nvm lohz....

BUT. the later part iz fun! hahaz... after all the stupid games(only enjoyed Knots... datz all)... had some cheering com... nothing to it... but when george cheered... woohooo!!! we like saw some super idol lidat.. whole audi went siao... hahaz... keep shouting "we want george" and "encore!"... so funny and fun.... hahaz...

den... 933 dat DJ, pei fen, came... hahaz... fun sia... jun gang invited her over... wooohoo!! fun sia... came to celebrate yong kuan's bdae and eli's one in advance... hahaz.... not bad... datz happening.... den had some cake... not bad too.... only ate a piece.... cos of sore throat.... so nvm... next time....

well... todae not dat bad la... quite fun... only at the later part.... but enuf to light up the day.... and the 2 books i borrowed frm sarah... now have something to do le... hahaz... wont feel so sian or have to keep playing D2... hhahaz...

well... gtg now...

Bubbyez..

b0nsa

P.S: never realised previous entry was so long... tink itz the longest i have written so far... hahaz... hope this one wont be as long... I HOPE... hahaz...

update after a long time....

2004-11-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

yoz... i'm back... after a very long time since i last updated...

didnt have a chance to update cos com got infected with spyware n trojan horse... sian... internet kena corrupted... last few days was so sian... totally nothing to do... cant log on to MSN... cant play D2... cant do anything... only played starcraft for the last few days.... so sian... i literally rotted at home....

haiz... cant remember wat to tok bout cos anything i want to tok bout has been forgotten... oh ya... only to say the chi paper was tough... never felt so bogged down by chi(wow... sounds like i'm a pro in chi lidat... hahahz).. well... itz over now... so dun care... at most next yr retake... haahz... oh ya... met up wif my pri sch classmates(only 3)... went to causeway pt cos my friend wanna send his phone for repair... den took some neoprints... ahahaz... long time never take liaoz...

well... back to todae... so sian... nothing to do... only went gym... den come home... sian.... was supposed to go sentsa with either my sec sch classmates or 2204.. but 2204 dat side no one told me anything... so never go... sec sch dat side cos abit dun wan to go... so never go(paiseh ah)... haiz...so wat to do?? stay at home to play D2... long time never play... so todae played for super long... filled up my third mule with shitty items... haiz... wat a way to spend a sundae...

oh ya... found a super nice combi of party members... hahaz... a fanatice pally with an overlord(a kind of nec)... we are nearly invincible!!! wahahahz.... more den 20 minions with all of their damage up by 195% or 159%... wahaahz... duriel was a breeze... i didnt even lose a snigle skele la... wahahahz... datz wat i call fun... hahaz... bet meph iz another breeze.... but not sure bout diablo.... hahaz.... and baalie....

sian... y am i always toking bout D2??? haiz... should try t change topic... nvm.... next time ba... cos this few days keep playing D2.... now fingers all stiffened up... hahahaz... cant move my fingers freely... hahaz.... this iz dangerous.... wa... i can even feel my bones shifting about.... eeeee~~~ tml muz rest liaoz.... or else hand will fall off....

hmmm... wat else can i tok bout?? dunno lehz... guess i will stop here for todae... maybe i should take liru's advice and write something else other den wat i went through... this iz getting boring... den my blog will be like jared's!! hahaz... but datz highly impossible cos my eng sux.... and i dnu tink dat deep... O_O

well.. gtg now... cya guys another day...

Bubbyez...

b0nsa

P.S: i am tinking of changing my nick... to LiRael... tink it sounds nicer... wat do u tink?

ouijia.. nice show.. dun even noe wat the hell iz going on...

2004-10-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

yoz... came to blog... hahaz.. letz tok bout my moie trip on sat... nice.. hahhaz...

went to lido to watch ouijia board(or bunshinsaba) wif marv and jian... sian... only 3 ppl... but nvm... horror show... never expected any else to come... so went to meet them at orchard... had lunch at dat KFC outlet in lido... got free flow... hehehz... drink until i want to vomit... hahahz... den went for the show...

the show damn scary la! haven start oreadi got scred by it liaoz... the girls calling on the ghost... den open their eyes... suddenly got ab extra hand holding on to the pencil.... eeee~~~~ i knew i was in for a scare... hahahz...

so show started with a dead girl in class... hahaz... den all the scary scenes... scary sia... 3 ppl ran out of the cinema even before 1/2 of the show iz shown... hahaz.. tink itz too scary for them ba...

hahaz... guess itz too scary for me ba.. near the end... the ghost going around to kill the villagers guilty for causing her death... damn scay la... i tink i was staring at my phone la... dun dare to watch... hahaz... nice sia... spend 8.50 to go into cinema to look at phone... wooo!! muz be too rich...

went home after dat... cause got nothing to do... guys dun shop... so archard iz a sucky place for us... hahaz... nvm... at least the movie trip isnt wasted... first horror dat i watched dat actually has a storyline... and rather a sad one... haiz... guess the mother iz really noble... but things never worked out.. no wonder she turned into a vicious ghost... she really loved her daughter... even after death... she was tinking bout how to bring her child back to life... really a nice mother....

well... gtg now... cos got nothing to do... except moaning bout the aweful wednesday i'm gonna have... 7 hours of wushu... sian....

Bubbyez...

b0nsa|

i am a weirdo

2004-10-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

i am a weirdo.... i actually feels like working hard now!!! after promos!!!! wth... why didnt i feel dat way during the prep week for promos?!?!?!?!?!?!? haiz.... my life iz totally screwed...

reflections on NE day? hahahz...

2004-10-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

yoz... came to blog liaoz... really sian... nothing to do... hahaz... now a bit groggy... juz woke up frm sleep.... damn tired... all because of the NE trip yesterday... so long.. and boring....

got dat NE day... for the wole freaking day... freak... siao lohz... dunno wat the hell made them tink dat we will take the freaking trip seriously... MOE and the school at their propaganda again... showed all dat video on defence and all those shit... muz remind me i muz go army liaoz the year after next rite? bloody hell...

there was a tip to SAFTIOCS in the program... thought that will be fun(compared to all the toopid toks and videos) but no................ itz worse den the videos and talks... at least during the toks and videos u can sleep if u want... but the trip lehz... need to walk around la... and sight seeing all the way... seeing all those things which i seriously tink has nothing to do wif NE... sian... thought at least the gun-seeing part might be fun... but nothing much lohz... cannot touch... waste of time...

and the freaking thing lasted so long la... wa liaoz... all the way frm 12 plus to 630 in the afternoon lehz... bloody hell... so damn tired la.... den today totally no mood to do anything... too tired.... but still managed to finish my part on OP la... and finally.... tink the WR iz ready for submission.. itz getting abit too irritating(although i didnt do much)... hahaz...

nvm la.. dun wanna tok bout dat trip liaoz... todae.... nothing la... sch as usual.. wif 3 hours or so of PW... 2 hours of chi... sian... tml usual timetable again... CCA starting... means muz chiong for next yr's competition liaoz... yup yup... aiming for at lest 1 gold medal... chion ah!!!!

played D2... got a bloody idiot spoiling the game... we chionging crsytalline palace... den a bloody idiot go hostile wif my grp.. bloody hell... got a hard time to get ppl to join my game.. den he come and ka jiao!!!! nb.... but manged to get my char to baal liaoz... now gonna lvl it lohz... till lvl 85... den train another... hhhaaz..

well... gtg now...

bubbyez...

b0nsa|

Boring

2004-10-17T15:43:00.001+08:00

i never knew sundae can be so boring.... i'm am rotting like hell at home... with virtually nothing to do... the moment i finished typing this entry...

sian... now nothing to do liaoz..

Bubyez...

b0nsa|

the gathering

2004-10-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

hahahz... todae wasnt a bad day... hahahz... i mean the activities after sch.... not sch itself...

got dat CDP program.. stupid one la... found dat i'm a melon... orange... and banana at the same time... some personality shit... shant go into details....

had wushu training(again)... sian... very tired... too long never train le... so stamina not dat good... cannot tahan the continuous training... den heard ken iz leaving for track and field team... haiz... sad lohz... lost a brudder in LD... we shrinking yet again.... but cannot stop him la... itz his choice... wish u all the best in track.... muz remember us k?

den went for class gathering(pri sch one... hahaz... feel lucky dat we still get together).. went to dat ramen ten to eat.. stupid shop.. where got ppl play techno in restaurent one?? so damn noisy and irritating la... tell them to soften.. a while later turn it up again... stupid... i will never visit dat shop again....

got too noisy... so left... was intending to stay and catch up on good old times one... hahahaz... but cannot... stupid... went to eat AJ ice... hahaz... all of them got a shock when they saw it... hahaz... the girls cannot finish... so help them to finish... tink i ate more than one plate of AJ ice... now feel bloated....

reached home... stoning... hahhaz... feel hungry again... hahaz... dunno why they tink dat i have slimmed down... i ate much much more than last time lohz... hahahaz....

well... gtg now...

Bubbyez...

b0nsa|

P.S: tying new way of writing my nick... hahahz...

lyrics... something i'm feelingn ow at the same time

2004-10-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

"She Will Be Loved"

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

i hate being a treasurer

2004-10-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

i hate being a treasurer.... it sux... why do i have to be the treasurer?????

WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? this sux...

BonsaI

sunday... play too much...

2004-10-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

hahahz... yoyo ppl... came to blog liaoz... hahaz... todae iz sundae... so itz a fun dae... ahahaz... did alot of stuff todae... in fact... tink i did too much le...

went to gym in the morning... damn funny... cos go gym muz write name in the log ma... so my friend and i... feeling very lame... decided not to write our names in... hahahz... called myself mephisto and my friend called himself Baal(both are char frm D2)... ahahahz... so funny... we were tinking of calling our other friend to write pindleskin... hahaz...but didnt la... den we train like mad... cos dun need to care whether i will strain my hand anot liaoz... cos promos iz over!!!! heard a guy in the gym say dat u need to train for at least half-a-year before u can see any results... hahaz... so i muz work hard.. i dun want to look thin... hahaz...

after gym.... went to J8... long time never went there le... the place changed so much la... not like the old J8... went to watch RE2... damn nice... but nemesis was a disappointment... so small... thought he was much bigger den dat... arhz... he spoil the show... Alice and Jill very chio... wooohoooo!!!! hahahz... den went to eat tepanyaki... quite nice... but ex lehz... tink not worth it... cos i not full after eating..

after movie trip... still quite early... so we went to play pool!! ahahhaz... so fun...played for an hour or so... but still not enough la... went to play LAN some more... ahahhaz.... played warcraft... long time never play liaoz... kena raped by com... so went to play CS instead.... hahaz... intro a girl to CS.... and she liked it!! oh my... i thought girls dun like such games.... hhahaz... now she kena hooked to the game... keep asking us when we gonna play again... hahahaz....

den we went home liaoz... cos quite late le... den no money also... was actually tinking of eating AJ ice... but didnt in the end... wat a waste.. but nvm... there's always next time... ahhahaz

well... todae iz a fun dae... did lotza stuff... never had so much fun for a long time... hahahz.... will blog bout my sentosa trip yesterdae on another day... probably tml... ahhahaz... got to go now....

Bubbyez..

BonsaI

woohoo!!!!

2004-10-08T13:19:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!! hahhaz.. was intending to update yesterdae... but com too lag.. so too lazy to come and update... hahhahaz...

yupx... promo are finally over!!! wooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooo!!!! wa... finally dun have to keep mugging liaoz... this week iz really a torture... everyday go lib to study... but in the end... still screw up my chem and maths... haiz... but the weird thing iz dat i tink i might actually pass my phy.... O_0... hahahz... all the while it has always been the other way round... doing ok for maths and chem... and keep failing phy... but this time round... i actually tink dat my phy might be the best sub.... haahz...

really hope dat i can at least get an A pass... i really want to promote... hahaz... yesteday was so fun... spent my whole day in lib yesterdae even though got no exam today... hahahz... go there see my friends mug... so fun... hahahaz... and scorn at them... hahaz.. fun... on the 18th even more fun... can suan the YJ ppl... their promos starting on the 18th... HAHAHAHHAHAZ... nah.. juz joking... i'm a nice guy... hahaz....

well... now rotting... waiting or my friends sch to end... den go gym to workout... and later eat AJ ice... so sian now... haiz.... nothing to do... starcraft sux... the movies for FF7(the game) iz inverted... dun feel like playing it.... sian... juz d/l some spyware removal program... managed to remove some of the spyware... now com ABIT betta.... hahahz...

well... gtg go now... really got nothing to do... maybe go play something like D2 or wat... hahhaz...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

one more day!

2004-10-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

hahahz... aint suppose to be here now... cos having physics tml... arhz... a paper dat i will definitely fail... haiz... maybe should have kept econs instead... hahahz....

though suppose to be studying immediately after chi paper todae.... but went to YJ instead... went to meet my friends at their open house... saw quite a few ppl lah... those YJ wushu ppl... i'm suprised dat a few of them still recgonise me.... hahahz... they waved at me! den the YJ coach even came over to tok to me... hahaz... never expected dat...

den went to eat dinner... damn funny... hahaz... scooter got no money to eat... so was scavenging around... hahahz... he wanted a piece of meat dat yukina gave to me... but i ate it in front of him... hahah... he was like... o_o... wat the hell?! den jian offered some of his meat... he cut it into 2... den me and marv juz take and eat... this time he's like... O_O... wat the f***!!! hahahaz... so funny... scooter... wif me around... u will never get anything... muahahhhahaz.... so funny... den was tinking of the 4 mac meal+ 20 piece nuggets challenge... but the prob iz dat i dun eat fries... so i can never win the bet... so... nvm... wait till i like to eat fries first... hahaz...

now mugging for physics again... haiz... how? tink i cant pas the shit... maybe juz go for chem SPA... hahahz...

well... got to go now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

promos blues....

2004-09-28T19:13:00.000+08:00

hey... haven been blogging for a while now... hahahz... so came here for a while...

one more week and it will be the PROMOS.... haiz... until now still have not finished my revision... physics only studied till thermal properties... chem until mass spec... maths.. haiz... have not started yet... econs.. watz econs?? hahahz... datz the only thing to be glad bout... haiz... how??!?!?!??! going to die le la.... i dun want to get retained... if i get retained... i will quit sch(most probaby) and join poly... or even ITE... hahhaz...

this week iz a stupid week... shortened time table... sian... damn stupid... might as well suspend sch... who would be in the slightest mood to go for sch?? kaoz... feel very tempted to pon sch.... hahhaz...

well... gtg now... still have to mug like hell...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

Hurray! new skin!

2004-09-22T22:19:00.000+08:00

hahahz... yay!! changed my blogskin liaoz!! hahhaz... nice anot?? hahaz.. i tink itz quited nice... hmmm...

since i'm here... might as well blog a lil bit... hahhaz... todae no LD... so sch ends at 1335... wa... first time go home so early... hahahz... next week even more shiok... everyday ends at 1215... but dat means... promos coming soon... arhz... very scary lehz... *gulp*... how?! dun want to fail lohz...

well... acually... didnt went home straight todae though there's no CCA... went to gym wif my fiends instead... went to met them at kahtib immediately after sch... den ate lunch... den went gym... sian sia... ever since i fell sick last thursday... my arms like totally lost itz strength la... cant leave the weights lohz... sian... dunno when i can regain my strength... i wan them back... but very weird lehz... suddenly... my legs bwcome more flexible liaoz... can do split liaoz... den butterfly i can pull my legs until very close to me... hmmmm... weird...

well... gtg now... still got lotza stuff to do...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

yawns

2004-09-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

sian ah... integration so difficult... sian... going to fail liaoz...

happy... sha la la

2004-09-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

yoyo!! long time never update lohz.... hahahz...

had a gathering todae!!!! muahahaz... itz so nice to be able to see old friends again... ah... bring back all the fond memories.... had dinner wif guys frm PAE 22/04 at AMK S-11... hahaz... we had so much fun talking bout the 1st 3 months... though not many attended this gathering... but it was still fun... zonghan, keni,iris, hongming, han wei, zhengxing, siew wei, sharon, boon heng, vic and li hao were all there... the only sad thing iz dat the other guys were not there... haiz... muz make all the other guys also come next time...

ahrz... realised how fun it was during the 1st 3 months... lessons were so relaxing.. played games during GP... do all kinds of shits during lessons... hahaz... even toked bout the time zonghan scolded vulgarity cos li hao used a broom and poked him.... hahahz... so funny...

stayed there till around 9... hahahz... den muz go off cos tmlstill got sch... haiz...s tupid sch... well.. gtg now... still got to prepare for promos..

oh ya... there might be a gathering during december holis... but datz still far far away la... so dunno... hahahz...

gtg now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

i need motivation

2004-09-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

haiz... holidays coming again.... so fast... before we noe it... 9 months in Jc has oreadi passed.... time sure flies... the st 3 mths in AJ still feels like yesterdae... really miss those days... i wish to be back in 2204... haiz... but dat can never be possible... haiz...

holidays coming... means gotta start mugging... especially physics... still fail... sian... 18.5/50... muz work harder... only consolation iz dat i am improving(although very little)... hahhaz... wanna get good results for my promos and get to J2...

but the prob iz dat somehow i lost all my motivation liaoz... haiz... need some motivation to push me along... arhz... somone give me motivation!!! haiz...

well... nothing to say actually... juz wanna type something around here... hahaz.. oh ya... wushu test coming... now very nervous... coach say i can learn the lion head part... hahahz... provided i master the drum... so happy!!! got to learn everything i want to learn... double-sabre, drum, lion head... hahhaz... so happy!!! LD rox!!!!!

gtg now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

lousy day

2004-09-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

todae holiday... but so boring... haiz....

was supposed to go to gym wif my friends... but when i woke up... i suddenly feel very giddy... so go and lie down.. wanted to get up again... den feel giddy again... so never go in the end... went to sleep again... woke up at round 9... played game for a while... before ging to my friend's house to do PW... never took breakfast or lunch.. so feeling very hungry on the way there...

on the train.. suddenly feel giddy again... feel like puking... sian... dunno whether i falling sick anot... went my house... but like abit unproductive... never really do anything... only do abit of draft 2 of written report.. den i feel sickly again... shit... if really fall sick i wanna cry liaoz...

came home... played abit of avp and D2... starting new char.. but halfway feel sian... and sick again... feel so giddy... why???????? shit sia....

oh ya... supposed to tok bout the performance yesterdae... the one put up by ken... hmmm.... cannot remember much liaoz... short-term memory.... hahahz... now lemme see...

oh ya... itz this song from "grease"... or at least datz wat i heard... arhz.... cannot remember la... all i noe itz a dance... and a rather funny one... now feeling very giddy... cant tink properly... sorry ah... ken... though i promised to write bout it...

sorry... feeling like a pile of shit... cant cont anymore... gtg...

Bubyez...

BonsaI

teachers' day... happy day...

2004-08-31T22:59:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!! itz teachers' day todae!!! hahahaz... so fun... not really excited bout it cos of teachers' day la... but cos of being able to meet up wif my sec classmates... hahhaz...

had ACES Day todae... which iz a big failure... A VERY BIG FAILURE... supposed to so some line dance... but teachers not around... councilors took charge... but no one give a damn bout them la... hahhaz... they were the only ones who were dancing lohz... wat a joke... so pathetic... do line dance on ACES Day... stupid.. wat makes them tink we are interested in it..???

luckily the crap only lasted for 10 mins... which iz oreadi very long to me... and had celebrations after dat... hahhaz... my friend very ke lian... still have lessons... feel so sorry for them....

celebation was not bad... the items quite nice... tink i watched the dance by the dance society for the 3rd time liaoz... so didnt really care la... tink itz rather nice la... the dance by ken's class was funny... hahahz... good job!!! u kept me awake!!! but the last item iz so stupid... was paying a tribute(not sure if the usage of the word was corrct anot) to one of the teacher... they made a video la... but all i heard was "i love u teacher, i love u teacher"... itz like... pls la... can be more creative and say something else?? all of us noe how much u love dat teacher la(cos u guys repeated the damn phrase throughout the video........)hmmm... maybe i shouldnt say this cos ppl have their own thinkings... hahahz... sound like some bastard around here....

celebration over... went back to ZHSS... hahahz... the performance there was also
nice... hahhaz... met teachers... so happy to see them again... den went back to our own classroom... really missed those days... how i wish i can turn back time... so much of fond memories... went to have lunch wig my friends... hahhaz... forgot wat we ate... hmmmm...

went to play badminton in the afternoon... hahhaz... suddnely all of us want to be susilo... hahhaz... but my friend never book court... so we went all over the place to look for court... can u believe dat?? we went frm hougang to bradell heights juz to play badminton... haiz... had dinner outside... forgot wat i ate again... hahhaz... short term memory... oh... itz tom-yam soup....

juz played avp... hhahz... now feeling giddy... makeing me wanna puke... itz such a fun day todae... hope everyday can be like todae... hahahz... tml going gym... hahhaz... so fun...

gtg now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

P.S: dear PW grp... if u guys dun fix a time for meeting... i cant guarantee my presence... sorry... i'm in high demand... hahhaz... juz joking... :P

sat....

2004-08-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

yoyo... long time never update liaoz... hahahz... cos too lazy to update and also nothing to update... hahaz... my blog dying liaoz...

letz tok bout todae... took physics test... studied real hard for it... but wat happened in the end?? still dunno how to do... crap... gonna fail liaoz... shit... going to drop econs lohz... and physics still sux... how????????

had LD todae(duh.. like i dun have in other sat lidat...) finished the stuff i am supposed to learn for the performance... now left only the coordination part if the lion... and itz damn diff... i sucked at it... crap... need lotza practice... but the stupid teacher keep chasing us off... crap... cant she understand the enthusiasm we have for LD????????

after training... went to cineleisure to get stuff wif jian wei... tok alot of cock... he kept asking weird questions(want to noe... ask him)... funny guy... went to suntec to some exhibition... selling lotza stuff... want to buy but cant cos i dun have the money... haiz...

oh ya.... had a very unhappy incident todae... some bastard stole my water bottle and my watch... f***... wat izzit dat he/she saw in my stuff... the bottle's all dented... my watch iz gonna fall into pieces... and he/she still want sit??!! why? though my stuff are old but i still love them!!!! i scrimp and saved for it!!! i bought them wif my own allowance!!! and he/she stole them frm me!!!grrr... dun lemme catch u or else i gonna skin u alive... u bastard.... shitty crap... hope the lightning strikes u and kill u....

welll... datz all for todae...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

sundae...

2004-08-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

hahahz... letz tok bout yesterdae first... was jared's bdae.. so we went to watch avp together... rather a nice show... the action verry nice... damn power... when the predator fought the alien.... but the show was rather short... only 1 1/2 hrs... the show kinda like ended in a rush... datz the only prob... or else it would be a great show...

went to eat after the movie... so walked to taka to eat... dunno wat to eat so we went to yoshinoya(dunno the name)... guess who we saw?? muahahahahahaz... Toro and Fiona Xie!!!! fans of Toro.. jealous anot?? ahahhaz... he was standing next to me when i was waiting for my food(ok.. he's at the next counter... but i bet this iz the closest u can get to him)!!!! hahahz... realised he isnt tall... only bout my height... wa... Fiona very pretty... hahhaz...
datz not the end... they were sitting behind my friends and i when they were eating!!! hahhahahz.... but too bad i'm not a fan of his... so doesnt really care... he eats alot la... finished eating at yoshi... den went over to mos burger to eat some more... hmmm... wonder why he didnt get fat...??

todae... did nothing... went library to study and do hmwork... did alot?? not sure... finished almost all econs stuff le... and started on physics and maths... hahahaz... this iz productive... but a very lousy way to spend sundays...

now rotting at home... played D2... lvl 55 liaoz... and my char still so lousy... sian... died once... crap...

welll.... datz all for todae... gtg now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

wa kaoz... sian...

2004-08-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

kaoz... never realised my life was so pathetic.... juz skimmed through all the entries dat i have entered before... sian sia... except for those lyrics and the jokes dat i posted some time ago... nearly all entries are bout fustrations, boredom... blah blah blah... crap sia... this iz getting bad....

todae iz also like my blog... so damn freaking sian... nothing to do... thought of ponning physics lec... den the stupid coin stopped me frm doing so.... crap sia... sat thruogh someting dat we have learnt in sec sch... kaoz... should have ponned.... den go and sleep or something...

went around asking for jokes... jeanette told me some... jian told me one... but not enuf... sian... how come todae so sian ah?????????????

after sch... joined jeanette and her friends in the library... dun really noe them.. except their names... bunch of funny guys... but joy was to be short-lived.. they went off soon... and i did hmwork alone... hmmm... maybe i am a loner... was so productive juz now... actually finished chem tut in less den 1 and a 1/2 hours... and my prac... wow... this should happen more...

studied 2 topics for chem... got 4 more to go... and one hell of maths to go... but couldnt conc... so playyed D2... den read chansey's blog... saw a very disturbing sign... mewtwo said something bout dun tag on his board... wif lotza vulgarities.. OMG... wat happened mewtwo?? i didnt even noe u had a blog... assuming the tag board u were toking bout was on ur blog... if u had one... dat iz very scary u noe.... pl kindly let the ignorant ones noe wat iz going on....

nothing to say le...

Bubbyz...

BonsaI

jokes!!!!

2004-08-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

hahhaz... had dinner wif my friends juz now.... had minced pork noodles... now eating dinner again.. hahaz...

still cant forget the joke one of my friend told me... very very funny... and racist.... hahaz... so decided to post it here... hope any indians dun read this... and those who are anti-racist... maybe u night want to give it a miss... hahahz... here goes...

Letter from an Indian mother

My dear Jagjit, I am in a well here and hoping you are also in a well there. I'm writing this letter slowly, because I know you cannot read fast.

We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen 20 miles from home, so we moved 20 miles.

I won't be able to send the address as the last Sardar who stayed here took the house numbers with them for their new house so they dun have to change their address.Hopefully by next week we will be able to take our earlier address plate here, n that our address will remain same too. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine, situated right above the toilet. I'm not sure it works too well. Last week I put in 3 shirts, pulled the chain and haven't seen them since.

The weather here isn't too bad. It rained only twice last week. The first time it rained for 3 days and second time for 4 days. The coat you wanted me to send you, your Aunt said it would be a little too heavy to send in the mail with all the metal buttons, so we cut them off and put them in the pocket.

Your father has another job. He has 500 men under him. He is cutting the grass at the cemetery.

By the way I took Bahu to our club's poolside. The manager is Badmash. He told her that two piece swimming suit is not allowed in his club. We were confused as to which piece should we remove?

Your sister had a baby this morning. I haven't found out whether it is a girl or a boy, so I don't know whether you are an Aunt or Uncle.

Your uncle, Jetinder fell in the nearby well. Some men tried to pull him out, but he fought them off bravely and drowned. We cremated him and he burned for three days.

Your best friend, Balwinder, is no more. He died trying to fulfill his father's last wishes. His father had wished to be buried in the sea after he died. And your friend died while in the process of digging a grave for his father.

There isn't much more news this time. Nothing much has happened.

Love Mom.

P. S: Jagjit, I was going to send you some money but by the time I realized, I had already sealed off this letter.

LDLD

2004-08-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

hahahz... haven update for quite some time le... cos too lazy and too tired... besides.. nothing to tok bout la...

had econs and GP test in the morning... sian la... gonna fail the 2 tests le... econ test... the mcqs dunno how to do... den essay worth 25 marks.. but dunno wat to write... so i tink i gonna fail la... in fact.. I AM GOING TO FAIL... sian.. den had GP test straightaway... brain cant turn over la... still in econs mode... so GP iz like i dunno wat the hell iz going on lohz... vocab cant do.. so all tikam... den den spent too much time on summary... sian... and i dun have enough points la.. so going to fail summary too... cos spent too much time on summary... den dun have enough time for AQ... only managed to finish half of it only... die la... going to fail AQ too.... so going to fail vocab, summary and AQ... fail+fail+fail+=FAIL GP TEST... sian....

had LD training in the afternoon... learnt lotza stuff for the drum... damn diff la... coach wanted us to play the thing in the assembly area and he was at the hall... he wants to be abe to hear us play la... crap...i played consecutively for at least 10 tmies... while kneeling on the concrete floor cos the drum iz so freaking low... after lpaying can barely stand la.... sian.... den my sweat keeps dripping... and i cant wipe it off cos i need to keep playing... sian.. the sweat nearly went into my eyes... sian... but still fun la... cos i learning some stuff the rest are not learning... hahahz... feel so proud... ken really got the potential to be a da tou la... he played so well.. and so funny.. hahhaz... we all agreed he's a pro at playing da tuo... hahahz... i tink the performance iz gonna be a very good one... provided i dun cock up.. cos i always screw things up....

bought naruto vol 8 todae... itz so nice la... ken got vol 11 liaoz... muz catch up if him... hahahz... u guys should red naruto too.. i tink itz a nice comic... all epi are so exciting... unlike some which sometimes are exciting.. sometimes not... dat kind of comic sux...

well... got to go now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

hehez... i'm the drummer!!!

2004-08-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

hahhaz... todae didnt have wshu.. instead we had lion dance... hurray!!! long time haven train in lion dance le... hahahz... finally... hahhaz...

we had to start practising for the performance during the mooncake festival... so coach started picking ppl for the lion and the da tou(otherwise known as the big-had doll) and the drummer... hahahz... as expected... samuel seah got to be the lion head... ken the da tou.... hahhaz... tink ken very sian of being da tou.... hahahz... he kept complaining.... but i really tink he did a good job la... very lively... hahahz... so shouldnt hiam la... and the drummer iz me!!! hahahz... so happy... got wat i wanted to do... always wanted to be the drummer... now my dreams had come true... gonna love LD even more now... hahhaz...

learnt new stuff for the drums todae... very diff la... still cant get the rhythm sometimes... hmm... muz practise more... cos i dun want to lao kui on the day of performance...

haiz... got nothing to say liaoz.... except dat i lost my econs notes and have a test tml... sian....

gtg now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

wat am i doing here?????

2004-08-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm... wat am i doing here?? aint suppose to be here... but heck care la....

hahaz... such a sian day... woke up at round 11 or 12... cant remember... got short-term memory... hahahz... didnt do anything till 1... cos i juz cant tink properly during dat period of time... and i mean literally nothing... i didnt even brush my teeth until i took lunch... dun mind me... i have always been lidat... but not everyday la... dat will be damn unhygenic... hahhaz... only once ina while... like once a week...? on sunday?? hahahz.... so u guys noe why i need some time before i can go out when u guys ask me out... cos i will only wash up when ppl ask me out... hahahz...

so brushed my teeth at 1... den went out to get my stuff... yup... jian "asked" me to go jie's house... but never went in the end... cos they were there to play... but i need to study... so never go la.. den marv told me joyce and eve were there too... so kinda feel happy i didnt go... cos i dun like being "lampposts"... hahahz... also afraid dat someone might recognise me... hahahz...

played D2 for a while ater in the evening... now my necro lvl 24 liaoz... sian.. my necro cant kill anyhting on it own.. need help.. arhz... when can i be strong enough to fight on my own??? arhz.... played a while.. den decide to do some more hmwork(was doing hmwork in the afternoon) cos cant find my notes on production and cost... sian... need to borrow and photocopy... sian sia... time to pack my stuff again...

now feeling very rotten... cos cant finish my newspaper articles... still got 3 weeks worht of it... could have finished it.. but cos of chalet and outing and stuff... only start doing hmwork yesterdae... sian... tml die liaoz... still got chem pre-spa...

well... gtg now.. still doing maths tut 14... only on the 1st qn and i oreadi got stuck... sian.. muz buck up... cant be at the bottom all the time... hahahz...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

chalet recollections...

2004-08-09T20:25:00.000+08:00

hahhaz... juz came back from the chalet today... hahhaz... was quite fun.. though there wasnt too many ppl at the chalet....

went there wif my friend on sat night... reached there at round 11 plus near 12... i tink... didnt do much... learnt how to play bridge... hahhaz... finally noe how to play bridge le... but still dunno the techniques in bidding and how to guess who my partner iz...

next day was much more eventful... went to play billard in the morning... it was so damn difficult la... the pocket so small... muz really aim properly before u shoot... there iz no such thing in as luck in billard.... hahhaz... later went to play pool cos really sian of billard... too tough.... den found pool so easy... hahahz... not much challenge lohz... next time i going to try all the stunts u can do in pool to make it more challenging... hahahz....

had bbq at night... was fun... cos i dun need to cook my food... juz take and eat... so fun... hahhaz... the prawn so ke lian... got satay sticks up their a**.... hahhaz... but they were delicious... hahhaz.... den my friend told me prawns shit through their head... i was like... eeee~~~~... my mum like to suck all the stuff out frm the prawn's head lohz.... eee~~~~

watchd ju on in the night wif my friends.... never realised tht ju on was actually a lil bit scary la... maybe cos of the atmosphere... i never found it scary when i watched at home.... hahahz... the show's a failure la... dun even noe wat the bloody heck was going on lohz... even though i watched it twice le... sian... stupid show...

well... came back todae... suddenly got the doing hmwork mood... so did quite a bit of hmwork... hahhaz... finally.. hahahz... tml can conc on studying... muahahahhaz....

well.... these past few days was fun....

gtg now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

national day!!!

2004-08-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

yoyo.... itz friday and we had our national day celebration!!! hahahz.... so fun...

well... first of all... like to apologise for yesterdae first... dunno why suddenly feel so sulky.... hope i did not offend anyone yesterdae... sorry sorry.... maybe too much stress bottled up inside me le.. datz why i am so angry... and sulky...

back to todae... we celebrated national day... hahahz.... itz rather a weird way to celebrate la... instead of performances... we had the "AJ Race"... itz like a localised "The Amazing Race".... basically we ran frm RI to scouts' HQ and guides HQ.... we got sixth... lost to the fifth by half a mark... fark man... we were so close.... grrr... sob sob.... jingyi they all keep saying i half-girl... so mean.... wa~~~~~

after sch... went to meet marv and gang.... hahaz... went to sakae for lunch... alvin and SJ didnt go... whew... dun need to return alvin his money... tink i owe him money.... hope he doesnt read this... hahahz... had a good time talking... den saw marv's i-pod.... itz so cool... tink i also want to get one... but itz a dream i dun tink i will ever realise.... but nvm... i shall strive to get one.... forget bout mp3.... hahhaz...

we also went to watch "the village".... got rather a bad seat... first row... now neck very pain... "the village"'s a good show!!! got a good twist to the story.... first twist's rather predictable.... or should i say too much clues iz given... but the 2nd one iz damn power.... wow... never expected it... want to noe the twist? go watch it.... hahahz.... it isnt really a horror show.. more of a mixture of something bout love and horror and jealousy and stuff.... plot rather nice... datz wat i tink la....

the only prob iz dat there are a few idiots crowded around us... making one hell of a noise... ruining the atmosphere... bloody kids... when can they grow up?? no matter how childish i get... i wont disturb others when they are watching show lohz... feel like standing up and slapping their face during the show...

the show also got a small glitch la... the retard in the show iz a lilbit too smart lohz... doesnt behave like a retard... though he did drool.... but overall the show's still quite good la....

well... had a great day... tml also going to chalet... so fun... hahhaz....

got to go now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

fuck the world.

2004-08-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

Woohoo
Woohoo

Debbie just hit the wall
she never had it all
one Prozac a day
husbands a CPA
her dreams went out the door
when she turned twenty four
only been with one man
what happen to her plan?

She was gonna be an actress
she was gonna be a star
she was gonna shake her ass
on the hood of white snake's car
her yellow SUV is now the enemy
looks at her average life
and nothing has been alright

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she's uncool
but she still preoccupied
with 19, 19, 1985

Woohoo
(1985)
Woohoo

She's seen all the classics
she knows every line
Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink
even Saint Elmo's Fire
she rocked out to wham
not a big Limp Biscuit fan
thought she'd get a hand
on a member of Duran Duran

Where's the mini-skirt made of snake skin
and who’s the other guy singing in Van Halen
when did reality become T.V.
what ever happen to sitcoms, game shows
(on the radio there was)

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she's uncool
but she still preoccupied
with 19, 19, 1985

Woohoo

She hates time make it stop
when did Motley Crew become classic rock?
And when did Ozzy become an actor?
Please make this stop
Stop!
And bring back

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she's uncool
but she still preoccupied
with 1985

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she's uncool
but she still preoccupied
with 19, 19, 1985

no mood to blog...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

hmmmm.... sian

2004-08-01T20:58:00.000+08:00

sorry.... was supposed to blog yesterdae.... but couldnt.... so i will start wif yesterdae...

had compo test yesterdae.... hmmm... itz quite hard i muz say... all the topics are stuff i'm unfaniliar wif... sian... really dunno wat and how to write... so choke out some trash for the test... dun tink i will do well.... might even fail... cos i tink i'm supposed to provide evidence... but never... hmmm....

den had to stay for the current affairs com held by sch.... muz admit those finalists are really something... they really knew watz going on around the world.... hahhaz.... i practically dunno all the questions... can only admire in awe... hahahaz....

went home at aruond 12... need to prepare food for investiture... or rather... my mum... hahahz... i only wait for the food to be ready.... went to school at around 2 plus near 3... hahaz... was supposed to be in sch by 2....

well.... in sch... haiz... suddenly got fever... dun ask me why.... i only laid down to take a snooze... den woke up feeling all weird and sick... found i got fever le... so didnt do anything except sleeping in the LD room.... sian.... den everyone took care of me... got ice bag to cool my temp down... so touched... thanx guys!!! well... i got to apologise to the J2s.... sorry dat i didnt take part in the investiture... was supposed to put up something very nice for u guys.. but didnt... sorry guys.... and sorry for forgetting to bring the money box home.. itz so irresponsible of me.... sorry sorry....

*fast foward*... back to todae.. was feeling all ok again... actually wanted to go out wof my friend de... den it SUDDENLY RAINED..... i hate this... can only stay at home to do hmwork.... den realised something wrong wif my blog.... sian... i wonder watz wrong wif the tagboard... got dat "cannot find server" thingy.... hope it will be ok soon....

so todae iz a rotting day... rottin on my bed while doing hmwork.... rotting in front of my com.... den heard my dad asking my bro whether they wanna do some fishing... so wondering where to fish at such a late time... and u noe wat.... HE ACTUALLY MEANT FISHING STRAIGHT FROM THE FISH TANK.... siao... i pity those fishes.... luckily the thing did not happen.... those depraved souls... hahahz.... i beginning to like the word.. "depraved", "dpraved", "depraved".... hahahz... sound so much like "deprived".. yet mean so differently.... hahahaz....

well.... gtg now....

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

oooo... first time shadowing someone....

2004-07-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

hahahhaz.... today iz so fun......

well.... was making presents for the J2s... den my friend called me... asking me whether i wanna shadow a friend... whom i shall call 'A'.. juz in case whoever isnt suppose to noe bout this noe bout this... hahahz.....

so me and my friend went to the place where A iz having his date... and we hanged around there... seeing wat he's doing... hahhaz... but they chose sucha an open place!!!! dun have a chance to get near... luckily the girl dunno me... so i faked a lil bit... pretending to have a stroll..... and got a bit closer... took a look at the girl and went off.... though i didnt see much....

since we cant do much... my friend and i toked and spied on the couple at the same time.... hahahaz.... toked bout wooing girls... hahahz... he offering me advice on how to get a girl... sound like a real pro... hahhaz.... den the convo swayed..... hahahz...

he started toking bout the ghostly encounter he had once.... seems like the staircase at my house iz haunted.... hmmm.... didnt really thought much bout it but when i got home and told my mum bout it.... she said my dad once heard ppl walking up the stairs when he was coming up to my house(those who came to my house before should noe dat u need to climb a flight of steps before getting to my floor)... the person was in front of him.... and when he got to the 12th floor.... there was no one there!!! the 'person' cant possibly go into his/her house so fast!!!! gulp... now feeling kinda scared.... too much of a coincidence... hmmm....

well.... back to the shadow game.... hahahz.... we tried aking a few pics.... but was unsuccessful.... the place's too dark... so itz kinda a failure.... hahahaz.... but was still fun.... i tried making my presence felt a few times.... the girl muz tink i am siao or something..... walking round.... staring into space.... hahahaz....

got sian of it... so went home at 9 plus.... it was fun... though not much action... next time they are going to shadow someone else.... and i'm tagging along.... cos i also noe dat guy.... hahahaz....

well.... not a bad day... haahhaz.... gtg now...

Bubbyez....

BonsaI

nothing to do.....

2004-07-28T21:25:00.000+08:00

My Friends Over You

I'm drunk off your kiss
For another night in a row
This is becoming too routine for me
But I did not mean to lead you on
And its all right to pretend
That we still talk
It's just for show, isn't it
It's my fault that it fell apart

Just maybe
You need this
And I didn't mean to
Lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
(My friends over you)

Please tell me everything,
That you think that I should know
About all the plans we made
When I was never to be found
And it's all right to forget
That we still talk
Its just for fun, isn't it
It's my fault that it fell apart

Cuz maybe you need this
And I didn't mean to
Lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
(My friends over you) x2

Just maybe you need this
You need this...
And I didn't mean to
Lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you

(Repeat)
MY friends over you

P.S: tis iz fun... it took less than 1 min....

lyrics!!!

2004-07-27T21:14:00.000+08:00

Girl All The Bad Guys Want

8 o'clock Monday night and I'm waiting
To finally talk to a girl a little cooler than me
Her name is Nona she's a rocker with a nose ring
She wears a 2-way, but I'm not quite sure what that means

And when she walks, all the wind blows and the angels sing
But, she doesn't notice me

Cause she's watching wrestling
Creaming over tough guys
Listening to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes

Chorus
It's like a bad movie; she's looking through me, if you were me than you'd be,
Screaming, "someone shoot me," as I fail miserably,
Trying to get the GIRL ALL THE BAD GUYS WANT ...

She likes the Godsmack and I like Agent Orange
Her CD changer's full of singers that are mad at their dad
She said she'd like to score some refer and a 40oz
She'll never know that I'm the best that she'll never have

And when she walks, all the wind blows and the angels sing
But, she'll never notice me

Cause she's watching wrestling
Creaming over tough guys
Listening to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes
She likes them with a mustache
Racetrack season pass
Driving in a Trans Am
Does a mullet make a man?

Chorus

There she goes again with fishnets on
And dread locks in her hair
She broke my heart I want to be sedated
All I wanted was to see her naked

Now I'm watching wrestling
Trying to be a tough guy
Listening to rap metal
Turn tables in my eyes
I can't grow a mustache and I ain't got no season pass
All I got's a moped

Chorus
Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want

hhhaaz.... posting this for fun.... more of this will be up in the future.... :)

SPA was a breeze..... muahahahha

2004-07-27T20:42:00.000+08:00

tuesday.... juz taken my physics SPA.... hahaaz.... it was so easy compared to the previous one.... involved some disc and using it to find some oscillation thingy.....

hahhaz.... first time i completed my physics prac in the given time lehz!!!! and tink got the trend and all those stuff iz right.... except for the mass of the rubber bung.... hahahz... so proud of myself.... tink i should do well this time round.... hahaaz... at least betta den last time.....

PE.... hmmm.... realised something perculiar bout myself todae.... i actually was able to catch up wif the rest of the guys during the 2.4km run... hmmm.... usually i would feel tired by the 4th round... but this time round... i was able to complete the run without feeling too tired... in fatc... i was even running somewhere near the front... hahahz.... muz have grown fitter.... maybe all those training i had in wushu iz showing itz effects oreadi..... hahahaz..... next NAPFA should be also a breeze.... hahahhaz.... ooo.... i'm getting stronger.... hahahz... :)

juz did my econs online test.... hmmm.... didnt really do well.... got 24/45.... hmmm... sian.... but i tink itz ok la... cos i didnt even read through the notes before i start... and did not refer to it during the thing.. hahahz.... maybe should reconsider bout dropping econs.... seems like i have a lil' aptitude for econs... hahahaz....

well... today's rather a good day... most stuff went my way.. didnt give me any troubles... so rather happy... hahahz....this iz how life should be man.... no stress... no nothing.... :)

now gotta go do some hmwork..... tml need to hand up quite a bit of hmwork... hahahz....

Bubbyez....

BonsaI

P.S: Bowling for Soup rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!! muahahhhah.....

monday monday.... nothing to say...

2004-07-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

yoyo.... itz monday... a brand new start of the week.... quite a good start actully... got half-day off.... hahahz.... so happy....

actually... not really much la... reached sch at 6.30am... cos need to do some proposal for the investiture.... sian.... now feeling very tired.... cos not enuf sleep... de although got a half-day off... i went home immediately after sch to do hmwork... sian... wat a way to spend my lil' holiday.... should have went out to play lohz.... but got stuck at home to mug like hell in the end....

hmmm.... now considering to drop econs.... hahhaz.... nothing much to consider aniwae.... never really liked econs in the first place.... plus all the advices on dropping econs have swirled me towards dropping it.... haiz... den muz quickly go and do the neccessary procedure... tink tml iz the last day liaoz.... haiz... cat ng going to be so disappointed wif me... hahaz.... been her student for 7 mths le.. used to be my PD tutor somemore.... hahahaz... but who asked me to not like econs.... but itz kinda weird to drop econs lohz.... itz like my strongest subject now and I'M GOING TO DROP IT.... very weird lohz.... shouldnt ppl drop subjects tht they are very weak at?? like physics?? hahahz.....

well.... finsh unloading crap le.... gtg now now.... hahahz..... and do somemore hmwork.... differentiation tutorial very long sia..... and i'm here doing this.... -__-''

Bubbyez....

BonsaI

I'm gonna spend money like water again...

2004-07-25T17:27:00.000+08:00

hahhaz... have a very bad feeling dat i wont be able to save much money liaoz.... hhahz.... lemme tell u why....

firstly... my friend tempted me into playing Initial D again.... which means dat i be paying frequent visits to the arcade frm now on... and each visit= $10.... itz like i have barely enuf to survive in sch le.. now have to spend some more at arcades... hahahz.... i tink i will probably be touching my funds for my mp3 player....

secondly.... my friend and i saw a new trading card game today while playing magic.... itz called duel masters... itz a hybrid of yu-gi-oh, magic the gathering and poke mon into one.... it sure looks fun and more diff to play and we decided to go and buy to play next week.... which means i will spent AT LEAST $17 to buy a deck and even more regularly to upgrade my deck... hahahz... we were even tinking of topping the game in tourneys.... hahahz.... maybe we might cause itz a new game.... but the prob iz there iz only 2 decks out there only.... so we dun have much choice... hahahaz.... now my friend keep tempting me to buy the deck and start rite away... so evil... *grin*....

tml iz a happy day!!! got half day break.... was supposed to be released at 1130... but cos of PW... we can only leave at 1... but still... itz very good oreadi... hahahz.... yay!!! more time to play!!! but muz do hmwork first la....

well.... nothing much to say.... i kinda running dry on wat to update on this blog.... so my updates might get very infrequent liaoz... something like chansey's blog.... hahahz.... but will try to update as much as i can la....

well.... gtg now....

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

thursday..... near the end of week

2004-07-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

thursday... which means weekend iz nearing... hahahz....feel so happy....

haiz... feel kinda sick todae.... but managed to survive through the day wif the 2 panadols liru's given me... thx alot man.... hahaz..... now my throat's getting worse.... meaning i might get a high fever...

civics.... mdm ho says mrs goh wanna see my mum during the meet-the-parents session.... sian... wonder wat she gonna say.... but nothing nice i presume.... haiz..... sian sia... day iz bad enuf oreadi... now give me this shit also.....

had some wushu training for the investiture.... now hands got blisters... sian.... so painful... but fun aniwae... cos we came up wif the moves ourselves... so proud... hhaahz.... tink the new exco very enthu bout LD... so happy....

differentiation.... so difficult.... took a long time to figure out limits of function and differentiating using first principles.... lucky liru helped me... thx alot again... u are my saviour.... hahhaz.... well... shouldnt be around here aniwae at sucha late time.... should be sleeping now u noe....

well... nothing to tok bout much todae... only wanted to unload some crap.... so tht iz all for todae.....

Bubbyez....

BonsaI

Physics prac sux....

2004-07-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

tuesday.... suckiest day of the week.... cos need to stay till 5.30... sian... can barely stay awake in sch.... plus nothing much happened... so the day juz dddrrraaagggsss on..... how i wish tuesdaes will juz disappear frm the week....

physics prac... sian sia.... dunno wat the hell was going on... was supposed to do some oscillations exp.... but the thing itself will stop before i can get the desired no. of oscillations... itz like... i need at least 35 oscillations... the lousy thing stopped at 15.... sian.. in the end... i only able to get 4 results(out of which 2 are faked out).... and have to plot a graph based on it... ralised my results were actually way way off.... sian sia... why cant i ever get physics prac done properly...??

luckily.... PE isnt bad.... only need to run 8 rounds round half of the field(roughly 1.6lm) in 8 mins... datz very slack in AJ liaoz.... but did extra 2 rounds cos we never keep together....

now studying for chem SPA and maths class test.... sian... hope i can pass this 2 thing.... hahaz.... *praying praying*.... hahaz...

hahaz.... my friend starting to write love story on his blog.... hahaz... maybe i should also do some creative writing around here.... but wont write love story la.... cos i dun even noe how to start a romance story.... hahaz.... worth considering.... betta den reading bout how my days goes by rite?? hahaz.... AJ life wont have much stuff happening de... datz why i keep saying "nothing much happened todae"....

well... gtg now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

P.S: realised i like to pray alot nowadays.... haahz... should cut down my reliance on GOD.... hhahahz....

Monday Blues... hahahz... not really...

2004-07-19T19:29:00.000+08:00

hahaz... second week where i'm trying to stay alive without any food in school.... but have a feeling my plan will fail miserably... couldnt take the hunger any longer... arhz.... hahhaz.... was very touched when Sarah(i spelled correctly rite?? i hope...) offered me a packet of biscuits for lunch... so touched... *sob sob*... hahaz....

nothing much happened... except dat i tried to complete a piece of work(GP) which was only due this fridae... to tink i chiong so much to finish it yesterdae... sigh... wat a waste of time.... now got tons of hmwork left undone....

Chem remedial was a total failure.... thought kuah actually was going to TEACH during the remedial... but nnnnoooooo.... she only want us to do more group work... wat a waste of time.... sian sia.... wasted a good 45 mins.... or else could have went to watch the show "Hitler: Rise of Evil".... itz a good show lohz... i tink.... now every mondae have to stay back to do some useless practices of chem... sian... rather spend this time on tutorials....

hahahaz.... suddenly got the urge to start revising for promos... very proud of myself lehz.... hahhaz... felt so motivated to do something in a long long time liaoz.... hahahz.... but hope dat i have the willpower to carry out wat i want to do... or else itz juz all talk no action... hahaz....

now owe ppl money... so sad.. last time only got ppl owe me money... now i'm reduced to this pathetic state.... so sad.... now owe Sam Loke 3 bucks.... jianwei 20 cents... jingyi 90 cnets.... sad sia.... when can i get out of this????!!!!! help me???!!! now really hope dat money will drop frm the sky and save me frm all this monetary(iz there such a word?? dunno la... heck care...)woes..... now really praying hard... hahhaaz....

well.... got to go now....

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

uneventful day

2004-07-17T19:32:00.000+08:00

muahahhaz.... nothing much happened todae.... got to sch very early todae... cos need to springclean LD room..... the room iz so dirty lohz.... so much of lizard shit.... yuck.... itz so disgusting.... the thought of me makes ma wanna puke.... they are even cockroaches and lizards crawling in one of the condemmed(dunno the spelling) lion heads.... eeeeee~~~~

hahahaz... managed to finish the cleaning afterall.... den went for lunch... realised dat my appetite has grown significantly.... ate one plate of duck rice plus char siew.... half a plate of fried carrot cake.... 1 bowl of dessert.... and 1 cup of sugar cane juice... but feel only juz full....

den at five plus after training.... went to KFC wif jian wei.... ate a zinger meal wif an extra medium-sized whipped potato... now back at home... i am ready to eat one big packet of chicken rice wif extra rice.... *gulp*... when did my appetite become so big?! izzit because i didnt eat much for the week?? hmmmm......

well... LD training still cool as usual.... learned some basic stuff for lion dance...but the lion still lack life... it looks half-dead in our hands... but completely diff when our coach took over.... muz really work on the thing... hmmm....

well... gtg now....

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

nothing to say....

2004-07-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

hahahz.... not supposed to be here now cos still doing hmwork... now hmwork iz priority.. hahahz.... but cannot conc when this thing iz on... so heck care la... juz pause for a while lohz... hahhaz....

actually... not much to say todae... cos nothing much happened... hmmm.... a big surprise... kuah did not blow her top todae... i tink this iz the first time... hahaz.... heck care la.... 3D trigo... so damn difficult.... cant visualize the thing lohz... lidat how to do.... sian sia.... the thought of having to complete it simply irks me... hahaz.... got phobia of triangles now.... hahaz... PW... still haven done my research... shit.... tml need to hand in GPF lehz... die le la...

tml last day of the week liaoz... but got PE... a bad way to end the week.... got an imminent feeling tml's Pe iz going to be very hiong... *gulp*... now praying dat i will get sick(has been praying to get sick these past few days but didnt get my wish cos i too strong... hahaz)... lidat i dun have to take PE... hahaz....

long time never play RO le... now feel like playing lohz.... hand geting very itchy... but muz control... or else cannot finish my hmwork.... arhz... hate dat feeling... why cant sch ban hmwork....?? WHY??

ooo.... really love the song "merry christmas mr lawrence"... juz cant get enough of it.... dunno why i got a very strange yet familiar feeling when i hear the song... juz couldnt get off this song....

well... got to go now.... cos i want to play RO... so muz quickly finish hmwork...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

good day or bad day?? not very sure...

2004-07-14T21:17:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... seriously.... i'm not very sure whether i would say today iz a good day or bad day.....

bad day... cos kuah did make a big fuss out of the ponning of remedial we had on mon(though the reaction iz not as big as i thought it would be).... and wanted us to pass up the workings for all qns on mole concept in tys by tml.... itz like... pls lor.... today got cca lehz... u tink everyone so free to stay at home and do some sec. sch chem ah.... pls use ur brain....

good day.. cos i passed my econs!!! itz so unexpected... i got 8/25 for essay, 16/25 for mcq... and still iz able to pass wif 51%... hahahz.... so happy... at least i did not fail evrything... but now not sure whether should drop econs anot cos itz like my strongest sub now... hmmm....

also... the exco list for wushu iz out todae.... well... i'm in it.... got the treasurer post.... seriously... not really surprised bout it... cos i have a feeling i will be in exco... juz not sure wat post i will get... hahhaz.... sound so hao lian... but really.... i juz got dat feeling.... well... treasurer's not really the post dat i wanted(cos i got a bad exp being treasurer)... but happy dat i'm able to get into exco.... no worries... i will do my job well!!!! hahaz....

so all in all.... not a bad day... but dunno whether to feel happy anot... cos of the diff things dat happened.... hahahz... oh yah.... coach chose me to practise double sabre... hurray!!! juz wat i wanted... now everyone so envious of me.... hahahaz.... might partner up wif jian wei for the pre-arranged sparring... hmmm.... not bad not bad.... hahaz.... datz a good thing....

hahaz... gotta go and do chem now.... or else later the lousy thing snowballed into something undesirable....

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

P.S: exco list:
President: Samuel Seah
Vice pres: sin yan
Secretary: Samuel Loke
Treasurer:me!!!
Quarter mas: jian wei
Wushu Head: Antonio
Lion Dance Head: Kenny
(alot of zhss ppl rite?? hahaz... 5 out of 7 post taken by us!!!)

Repercussions......

2004-07-13T19:26:00.000+08:00

yupx... we now have to pay for wat we done yesterdae... hahaz.... 1st thing in the morning... kuah came to our class in the assembly square to look for the 7 heroes.... hahaz... but only caught kim hui and meiqing... hahaz.... i manged to slip by her.... so sorry... didnt knew u girls were there or else i would have taken the rap... hahaz....

well... since she cant get us... bet she will start barking at us tml during chem prac... hahaz... come to tink of it... itz getting kinda scary... wonder wat will she do.... hmmm.... hahaz... wing sing even allianced(iz there such a word??) the whole class into saying tht she said the remedial starts next week or tht they dunno anything bout it... hahaz.... datz bad u noe... but i like it.... muahahahaha*evil*....

things dun end there... got back physics testa nd econs essay.... scored 28 out of 100 for phy and 8 out of 25 for econs essay.... strangely.... i dun feel sad at all... hmmmm.... i wonder why.... hahahz.... maybe i'm juz too lazy to give a hoot bout it....

PE... kok wee iz there to start all those crap bout punctuality again... sian... doesnt he gets enough of dat... i mean... other teachers dun really care lohz(i tink).... and itz gonna rain soon... why cant he juz give us a break?? ran 4 rounds at a very fast pace.... arhz... ankle prob coming back... sian... did 20 tuck jumps and 20 pumpings... and sch ended... hurray.... now iz to worry bout wat will happen tml at chem lesson... hhahaz....

tink i better do my chem hmwork to appease kuah tml... got to go now...

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

P.S: wish i will get sick tml.... so dat i dun have to face the music.... *gulp*...

Woohoo!!!! i ponned lesson!!!!

2004-07-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

hahahz.... finally i'm a bad boy again.... ponned lesson for the first time lehz(or was it the 2nd time??).... hahaz... so proud of myself... hahahz..

was supposed to have chem remedial todae... but the thought of having to stay till 5.30 and look at dat stupid face of kuah simplay irks me... and so... the 7 of us who were supposed to have remedial decide to "forget" bout the chem remedial and went straight home... hahhaz....

it was so funy.... itz like... after the last lesson... the 7 of us chiong out of the classroom and out of sch so dat we wont meet her on our way.... hahahz.... she muz be fuming mad seeing an empty classroom again.... hahaz...

but tml got chem lesson i tink... dunno wat will happen to the 7 of us... hmmm.... heck care la.... at most chase us out of classroom only mahz... wat can she do?? bite me ah?? come la... hahahz....

aniwae... today's a cool day.... though nothing much happened... only dat i dun have any money to eat and can only look at ppl eat... dat feeling iz sooo... arhz... dunno ho to describe it.... tink canteen's the place i hate most now....

well... got to go now....

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

I LOVE LION DANCE!!!

2004-07-10T19:53:00.000+08:00

hurray!!! got the first lion dance training for the first time today!!! hahaz.... was really really looking forward to this training lohz.... cos first 1/2 of the year was totally on wushu... cos of the competition....

lion dance training was very relaxed and easy compared to wushu... hahaz... half of the grp spent the 1st leeson learning the drum and cymbals.... drum iz ssssooooo difficult.... couldnt really do it properly.... hmmm.... muz really train up my drumming skills.... hahahz....

halfway through... coach asked me to join the grp learning the lion dance... why?? he want all those lightweight ppl like me to try die luo han(hanyu pinyin)... where i have to STAND ON THE SHOULDER OF SOMEONE ELSE.... it was sssooo scary.... nearly fell man.... but never... whew!!! but it was still fun cos itz the first time i feel dat i'm taller den other ppl.... hahaz.... it was so cool....

den... after training.... we celebrated coach's b'dae wif him... hahaz... got a lil' piece of cake... hahaz.... we also bought a gift for him too... it was fun.... wei han even smashed a cake in his face... hahaz... he iz sssooo dead... hahaz.... oh yeah... we got a new member... yu di(previously frm dance)... juz joined us today.... hmmm.... keep changing cca... wat iz he up to?

well... today's a cool day.. had lotza fun... except for the listening compre... haiz.... cannot get full marks lohz... sian.... letz hope can get a 9....

well... got to go now.... hahahz...

bubbyez...

BonsaI

Sian... Chem remedial... i'm in it...

2004-07-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

got back chem test today... sian... flunk dat piece of shit.... so kinda feeling down... cos expected to at least pass it... now i have to go for chem remedial... monday cant go back at 4 now... dat means i have to stay i in sch until 5.30 3 straight days in a week from now on.... sian sia.... now really regretted never study for the test.... freak it...

haiz.... now really worried for promos... afraid i cant promote next year.... juz a lousy common test and i have done so badly..... wat will happen at promos i wonder.....
-__-''*gulp*

got to go now....

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

P.S: really feel like smashing something now...

day description....

2004-07-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

yupz... 2nd day of sch.... not a bad day... at least didnt get any disheartening results back... yet.... well.... nothing much happened today.... finally finished the physics online test... hahaz.... finally.... it has dragged for like... half a year?? hahaz....

still not really in mood to study... though trying very hard to... hahaz.... i didnt give a bloody heck bout chem prac and handed up a near empty piece of paper.... didnt even do the expt properly.... itz like the zinc powder weighs bout 3-3.5g... i ended pouring only half of it into the solution to watch some fanciful reaction when i suppose to use every bit of it for accurate results.... and wasted the rest of it on my table....

had the first wushu training after a lllloooonnngggg time... hahaz... was rather happy bout it.... itz still as lively as ever.... not bad not bad.... hahaz... but after haven train for such a long time.... i really "deprove" alot.... cant even take a super light training.... hahahz... but nvm... i will be back in shape in no time... cos i gonna work real hard for wushu!!!! WUSHU POWER!!!! hahaz....

well... datz all for todae.... gonna do hmwork now....

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

DARK ENTRY

2004-07-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

yupz... itz back to sch... sian.... itz a bad day.... first day back in sch.... got afternoon PE... dat iz enough to make ppl feel down oreadi.... knew itz the longest day of the week.... even more sian.... so envious of liru... can stay at home....

so started sch wif dat kind of feeling... only to feel worse as the day dddrrraaagggssss on..... first thing up.... got back chi resuts.... got a B.... sian... never got a B before... den... got back ecoons mcq... got 16/25.... also first time did so badly for econs.... at dat point... oreadi feel like going home liaoz....

after lunch... nothing bad happened... until maths... haizzzzzzz..... got an E for maths..... wa liaoz.... also first time did so badly for maths in my life... but itz not dat bad considering the fact dat i never even study for it.... dun tink dat the last cramming i did was useful cos nothing went in.... i took the test based on memories... so... can pass actually feel quite happy le(though not dat happy)....

now left wif physics, chem, GP and rest of econs tests not released.... haiz... have a feeling dat i wont do well for them either which = i will feel like i'm at the bottom of a dark pit.... may become suicidal.... hahaz....

seriously... itz a bad way to start a new term.... dun tink i will have motivation to do well for dis term........ wwwaaahhh~~~~*crying*.... worse still.... pick the wrong CD to listen to todae... now feeling even more 'dark' inside me....

sian.... todae iz a bad day.... thought yesterdae was bad enough.... fuck....

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

wat i'm feeling now>> hope something nice will happen this week to lighten up my mood.... or else i'm gonna go nuts... *grrr*(demonic BonsaI coming out...)

A LOUSY DAY

2004-07-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

the last 24 hours iz a very bad day... haiz.... why...? lemme tell u....

yesterday playing ro.... the f***ing guild leader kicked me out of the guild... say i never lvl up.... wat the hell... i lvled up frm lvl 14 to lvl 28 in 1 day!!!! isnt dat enough??!! wat kind of a lousy reason iz dat?! den someone tricked me in the game... na bei.... i very very pissed off wif dat... had a good mind of reporting dat bastard...

den today.... thought i would have fun at the class outing... but nnnnooooo.... the lousy weather have to rain and cause the trip to be cancelled.... wat in the world?! and to tink i was looking forward to it..... sian....

so wif no choice... stayed at home and do hmwork.... and wat happened in the end?? realised i got tons of hmwork undone.... not wat i thought previously.... at first i thought only had newspaper articles to do but in the end.... i have 3 essay outlines, 2 chi book reviews, 7 online test, and 1 math tutorial to finish in a day.... sian sia...but never finish all la

haiz... todys a bad day la.... sian... last day before sch reopen turns out like this.... cant life get any better than this?? sia ah... dun wanna tok bout it....

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

P.S: lesson learnt today...when u realised u had hmwork undone... dun give a bloody heck bout it.... u are better off dat way....

BIG BIG SURPRISE

2004-07-04T19:26:00.002+08:00

hahahz.... got a big surprise yesterday man... hahaz... was cruising round the net and feeling bored... i decided to visit one of my ex-classmate's blog... got there.... saw a few familiar names and so.... went to their blogs..... and guess wat i saw there??

one whole freaking long list of links to my ex-classmates'(bout half the class... i tink...) blogs!!!!.... oh my god.... never knew dat blogging iz such a huge craze and so many of my classmates have blogs..... hahahaz.... itz really a surprise to me man... though it isnt much....

hahahz.... todae was much better den yesterdae.... did 3 week's worth of newspapers articles.... hahaz.... now so proud of myself....*feeling great sense of achievement*.... hahaz

haiz.... 4 day break coming to an end.... which =lotz of schwork going to crush on me.... sianz.... kinda enjoy this 4 days cos no stress on me at all(but dun like the feeling of rotting too much too).... haiz... hope dat will have more of this kind of break...

oh... looking forward to tml's kite trip.... hahaz.... long time since i went out.... and it better be good cos i gave up my spidey 2's movie trip for this.... waahhh~~~~~.... want to cry liaoz....*sob sob*.....

hahahz.... got to go liaoz....

Bubbyez...

BonsaI

P.S: chansey's got a new blog... for those who doesnt noe.... itz lamcrap.blogspot.com.... hahaz....

Boring day.... yet another

2004-07-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

yoz ppl.... today wasnt much better den yesterday.... also another boring day.... slacked at home for the whole day and sitting in front of this machine for 5 hours oreadi.... wat did i do...? dun ask me... did nothing but played ro(ragnorok online).... hahaz... now lvl 28.... hahaz... not bad.... hmmm....

hmmm..... maybe tml should go out... but dun tink i can cos still have tons of hmwork.... slack too much le... hahaz... maybe should be a bad boy for once and dun do hmwork.... hahahz.... worth a try.... hmmmm....

hahaaz.... looking forward to the flying kite trip on mon.... pls pls.... dun let anything cancel it.... pls pls.... or else i tink i might rot to death.... hahaz

Bubbyez....

BonsaI

nothing much....

2004-07-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

yoz... today's a free day.... so woke up at nine todae... so cool... long time have not slept till 9 le.... hahaz.... how i wish this can last forevr....

wasnt much of a day.... i only played game on PS and com for he whole day.. now my mum iz showing me her black face again.... so scary~~~~~

really... nothing to tok bout today... hmmm.... datz bad... how come my life so unhappening one....? thought holiday should have lotsa stuff to write.... but itz the opposite....

hahaz... hope dat itz better tml.... though today was uneventful... i kinda enjoy it.... hahaz... hope this will happen often

Bubbyez..

BonsaI

Free again!!!!!!!

2004-07-01T18:18:00.000+08:00

yupz peeple.... the ordeal iz finally OVER... THE GOD FORSAKEN COMMON TEST IZ FINALLY OVER!!! hurray!!! hahahz.... never felt so relaxed and happy for a long long time... hahahz....

was forced to blog today(*gulp*... so scary~~~~)... hahaz... juz joking... intended to blog today aniwaes... hmmm... wat should we tok bout today.... hmmm....

ok... letz tok bout the last day of test.... was quite a tough day actually.... the physics paper's tough... a lil bit too tough.... i tink maybe almost the whole co-hort will fail... datz not too bad isnt it?? hahaz.... i dun have much chance of passing it... plus my brain preferred to stay in shut down mode todae... i tink my chance of passing iz bout.... 0.000000000000000000000000000001%?? nah... who cares....

chinese paper iz ok.... consider the fact i didnt do much bout it(actually.... can u actually do something bout it??)... compo was a breeze until when my brain shutted down again in the middle of the test.... couldnt tink of anything to write so ended up choking up a half-page long conclusion to end it.... hmmm... datz quite bad.... but should pass...

brain refused to wake up for the main paper.... so wif no choice.... i had to sleep for a while after every section to power the soft-mushy-meat-thing-u-called-brain up.....hahaz.... still managed to finish the paper wif 11 mins to slack and sleep....

hahaz... it feel so great to have the stupid tests off my back.... fell so great... now wif a 3-day break(or 4?? can someone tell me?)... it feels even greater!!! WOOHOO!!! long live post-tests period!!! hahaz.... tink i will stop here today.... itz time to play some com games le... long time never play liaoz.... hahaz... todae i shall play till midnight hahahz.....

Bubbyez....

BonsaI:)

Common tests week......

2004-06-28T20:43:00.000+08:00

yoyo.... realised dat my first 2 entries sound very pessimistic(iz this how u spell it?)... have all the "sian" and "haiz".... hahaz.... so sad....

nvm.... this week iz common tests week.... so i might stop updating for a while... unless something fun happens(but who would expect something fun to happen while u are having common tests?? hmmm....).... so dun expect any entries for this week....

Well... juz to tell u guys i'm back into Sum41 again!! hahaz.... back to all those punkish rock again... long time haven listen to their songs.... now feel like up to some mischief and something out of this world.... hahaz... was glad dat i managed to choke a decent piece of essay for GP test today... hahaz... so happy... maybe Sum41 gave me inspirations on wat to write.... hmmm... should listen to their songs more... still find them the best!!! long live Sum41!!!!!

got to go liaoz.... still have to study econs and maths.... hahhaz....

Bubbyez....

BonsaI

2nd entry after a long time.... woes and more woes....

2004-06-27T19:30:00.000+08:00

hey hey ppl.... long time have not update le.... why? cos my com's disk drive was burned up frm the frequent oning anf offing of it(this iz my fourth com liaoz.... lucky have a nice uncle who would give me computers...).... so ppl.... dun ever be like me.... leave it on till u have finished using it....

today's my grandma's birthday.... but it wasnt as fun as i thought it would be.... in fact... i fell asleep and was sleeping like a pig... sian sia....

haiz... tml iz back to sch again.... and first thing up in the program list.... COMMON TEST.... O_O... oh my god.... and i still have not finish revising for those tests.... SIAN AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!

this holidays iz really a big disappointment.... haiz.... i was totally not focused on anything(except games).... now when sch reopens... i have too really buck up le.... haiz.....

haiz.... have to go le....

Bubbyez....

BonsaI

2004-06-24T20:00:00.000+08:00

yo... this iz my first entry here.... use to blog at diaryland.... but realised dat blogspot iz much more fun... so decided to shift over.... hahaz....

today iz a very lousy day.... got another virus in my com.... crap sia.... total virus count iz now 231.... but in the quarantine list definitely more than 231.... crap.... why iz this happening to me??!! i hate this.... wah... want to cry liaoz....

on top of dat.... i even have to keep doing hmwork the whole day... without doing anything else.... sian sia.... WHEN CAN I GET OUT OF THIS ABYSS?? arhz... someone save me.... pls~~~~~

dun want to dwell too much into it.... so going to end here today....

Bubbyez....

BonsaI